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See, sometimes it’s moments like this I’m thankful that I don’t have the strength to truly break someone’s nose with one punch because honestly, I probably would have resorted to violence well before he got to the whore name-calling. Some fucker thinks he can blackmail me? Yeah, okay. Put a collar on a tiger, bitch, just try. Instead, little me will probably just stick to the ol’ get real close, grab balls, and pinch or twist. It’s playing dirty, which is typically against my M.O. but like... lessons, bitch. He’s gonna learn today.
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For all his past misconceptions, Yohan is the most rational voice here lol the other two hyungs overthink so damn much. Moogyoung is your classic pessimist, and well Yohan’s older brother has fallen into the “fuck, I fucked my younger sibling up!”
I know I’m guilty of it too lol I introduced my younger sister to manga years ago, and she found out I read BL and well, she became a fujoshi. The problem lies in the fact that I was so much more discreet with it, and didn’t fan over a lot. She, on the other hand, gets caught with wallpapers, yaoi amv’s, and fans over them out loud to me even when I beg her to shut up. She knows no shame and frankly, I feel like I fucked her up. There’s nothing bad with yaoi itself, but if she can’t read the atmosphere or gauge the reaction of people around her, I screwed her with the chance that her obnoxious fangirling might get her ostracized. Especially when she can’t differentiate fact from fiction, exaggerated fetish and reality. Not to mention, I’m bi and suffered at lot with my coming out because of my parents. As much as I want to encourage her to be her own person, I don’t want to be responsible for planting the seed of something that might not have come to be or cause her suffering if it wasn’t for me.
So yeah, Yohan is right to say his hyung influenced him to some extent with the idea that love isn’t bound by gender, but obviously, seeing his hyung with a guy didn’t like flick a gay switch by accident lol He likes Moogyoung for Moogyoung. So I’d like to think that whatever trouble or interests my little sister waltzes into, isn’t my fault :D
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Switch couples are my fucking cup of tea.
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/neko_x_neko/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/reversible_bl/
If y'all know any others pls bless me with them thankssss
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One of my top favorites is
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yononaka_wa_bokura_ni_amai/
but it's not completely translated & tends to be hit or miss for many. There's a total of 7 volumes out in Japan. There are a lot of role reversals but I will warn that it deals with various sex partners, twisted plot line, touch of incest, and disappointment because well it's not translated.
Some seke/role reversal lists:
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/33677/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/783/
Hope these help (▰˘◡˘▰)
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I get where the dude’s coming from, but he should live by my philosophy. Have no expectations of anyone, so their personal agendas don’t upset you when you find out the truth. But regardless of their true intentions, if they stick around when they don’t need to, they like you. And that’s flattering as fuck. Then again, I’m not that great of a person so I don’t think I really deserve decent company...
Never mind, you do you, fam. You deserve more so stick it to ‘em.
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I guess that’s a gud philosophy and a great way to protect yourself from unnecessary hurt.
I am sorry to hear u say u think u are not a ‘great of a person’. I think might be though. And fyi I don’t think I am mother Teresa but I think I am a gud human being and area I have problems with, I try to improve.
the overwhelming drowning feeling wasn’t sinking guilt but the feeling of having your heart and the air out of your lungs stolen by someone you’ve truly, completely, irreversibly fallen for.