why did they have to include the fact that it was a 19+ novel... that just makes me uncomfortable since they are children. the author could've just said it was a regular romance novel if they were going to make it a childhood romance in the first place. and why cant he just bathe himself? she's mentally wayy older so it's just going to seem like grooming. also she isn't a maid, she's royalty now so she shouldn't take maid tasks so easily. if you bath someone younger than you its not very weird but if the kid you're bathing is uncomfortable with it then it's weird. she shouldnt try to convince him to let her bathe him.. that is weird, atleast in my opinion it is..?? they aren't doing anything now but it's a childhood romance right now so why did the authors absolutely HAVE TO mention is was an r19+ novel. its weird as fuck.
i'm glad there's finally a romance manhwa where the mc is aware of their mental illness and isn't pushing it further. i know jihyun is treating yohan terribly but yohan is in the wrong in this chapter.. he should have texted/called or atleast gave some kind of heads up to jihyun, showing up at someone's secret workplace would definitely freak them out no matter who it is. he should be more aware of jihyuns feelings/personal matters, but the first thing yohan thought when jihyun was having a panic attack/trigger was "why are you so self centered"? i know he's broken hearted but that shouldnt be the first thing that comes into mind while someone's having a whole panic attack.
if i were her, i personally wouldnt have had sympathy for him tbh. it's a drawing so i probably wouldve kept killing him off or more. i dont blame her for torturing him since in her world, he doesn't exist as a real person. + even if she thinks she's being delusional, the death calls are helping her socialize since she hasnt been able to with people around her. i don't blame her for anything at all. she shouldnt have to work harder on her manhwa just to fulfil a wish of a fictional character she created. if her way to vent and let out her feelings is to draw manhwa, then she should keep doing it how she wants rather than how another person wants.
i also love how people and the mc don't make a big deal out of her skin color. if the manhwa was racist, they would've made a big deal out of being a POC and tried to whitewash the character but in this case they only see her as a person with a curse rather than a person with brown skin. that makes me happy
i don't really care if he's sleeping or not at this point. i'm just waiting for athy to use her brain. she's already had a life in the modern world so why isn't she using her knowledge to protect the empire? or to atleast point out her enemies; (jeanette). making friends with jeanette does absolutely NOTHING to help her or the kingdom? so why is she still worried about jeanette?.. she honestly needs to put her personal feelings and matters behind her, i know it's hard but there's a whole empire at stake.