smth about this doesnt sit right with me like... idk. i just rlly dont like how the black haired dude acts and i understand how coming out is a hard thing (im queer) but the way he acts is kinda...
dk if u were able to read it all the way through but he literally returned the affection back several times lmfao. i think the main reason some people donāt like shizume is because heās a closeted character and may come off as nonchalant. however there r actually people like him irl and a relationship with them can feel the best but frustrating at the same time. as a gay person who has been in love with someone like shizume, i can vouch for that lawl. i think itās really rare for them to come across someone who will really respect their boundaries, but thatās what makes them love their partner significantly more and cherish them dearly. so i hope this convinced u at least a lil that even if ākiumiā feels alone at times, time spent with shizume overpowers the feeling of loneliness most of the times
im boutta rip my hair out oh my gawdddd