I know it looks edgy but like I'm going through a rough time right now and also I can't fix the heart to make it look cooler and more like an album cover than a 2 year old's drawing without fucking up the whole hoodie but otherwise yes this drawing is complete I was going for aesthetic with rain and messy no color.
I’m about to fucking cry I accidentally wished 10x on the weapon banner I only wanted to do 2 single wishes, I saved the exact amount I needed for my pity to get Kazuha and had 2 extra wishes but now I have to save up again I haven’t finished the abyss yet because I’m too weak but thats my only option now goodbye I’m gonna speed farm all th......
Say things you wanna say to your parents ,to anyone just let it all out Its like a comfort chat. If you want someone to comfort you just say it here we'll comfort you.
When someone entered my room and didnt bother closing the door. When its in the middle of the night and my mom barged in and opened the lights. When Im busy doing whatever and my sibling keep pestering me to play with him/her. When someone stole my goddamn food in the fridge. When my phone suddenly start missing and I can't find it anywhere. ......
SPOILERS:
-Uke buys his freedom and gets extra money to free his mother from the old household but she’s not there anymore. MC thinks ML took her.
-MC hates ML for a while. The Emperor captures him (ML intentionally let himself get captured so his army can regroup [a fight is ongoing so yeah]) and he and our MC visits the Prince’s cell. MC clings to the Emperor to make ML jealous. He visits for a while asking ML to give back his mother, but ML tricks MC into going in his cell and....They f*ck. After that, MC lets ML escape. (Spoilers, it was the emperor who took his mother)
-Uke’s mom dies. He AGAIN thinks its ML’s fault. ML tried to explain that he didn’t kill her. (Yeah he’s actually telling the truth ML didn’t kill her)
-The uke is later revealed to be part of a some dynastic clan hidden somewhere with powers/treasures (idk how to phrase it tbh (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜)
-The emperor and the prince both knew that and were basically neck and neck against each other.
-The prince says he’s willing to sacrifice anything and anyone for it and when MC asks if it includes him he’s was like “yes and not even you can stop me” then he still wants MC to love him (ik what you’re thinking rn and yeah. What the actual fu-)
-The main wife (yes that roach) is REALLY obsessed with the prince. She hires a male prostitute named Honglian to ‘replace’ Yu-er and to distract the prince.
-She also kidnaps Yu-er and puts him into a brothel (but he’s saved later dw)
-A war basically happens and the prince dethrones the Emperor and becomes the new Emperor.
-Yu-er undergoes a DRASTIC change. He goes from a warm little ball of fluff to a cold ice cube thats ready to melt any second. He also experiences PTSD due to all the abuse he’s been put through. He even tries killing himself from what I remember.
The story is really long and has a lot of arcs. It doesn’t get better for the uke for a while as well. The novel contained a lot of heart wrenching scenes too. If it wasn’t for the people here in the comments who wants spoilers and expect happy scenes from our MC soon I wouldn’t have read it all the way through T~T
Anyways, if you want to continue reading this though, I suggest reading the manhwa instead of the novel since I saw that most of the ‘graphic scenes’ in the novel are toned down in the manhwa. Goodluck people happy reading.
If you want the links to the novel here:
Official: https://m.shubl.com/chapter/chapter_list/100065924
English Translation: https://www.novelupdates.com/series/silent-lover/ (ongoing)
HI TO ANIME WATCHERS, DOES ANYONE KNOW THE SAUCE?? PLSPLS