Almost everyone's annoyed with seme. But base on the recent chapters, seme did not grow in a good family, in fact he developed a trauma thanks to his dad where he locked seme in a small space. But then Seoho came to his life, base in their conversation in the bathroom with Minchan, seoho treated him so well that even his parents cannot even do to him. SEOHO WAS EVERYTHING TO HIM, THE REASON HE KEPT ON LIVING DESPITE THE CRUELTY OF EVERYTHING AROUND HIM.
There was no one in his eyes but Seoho so the love and trust he has for seoho was not divided it was all intact until the same person betrayed him and locked him up. Seme even said he waited for a hundred years because he believed Seoho had his own reasons, but after a century he totally lose hope let a millennium and 5 centuries in that empty and lonely space. Who wouldn't get crazy. Just after 1,500 years came someone with soul to scent to facial features that was exactly as Seoho's but this time he is named Minchan. Imagine all the madness the grudges the feelings that the seme kept in him for 1,500. Who would not blow up. BUT THE ONLY ERROR IS HIS PROJECTING HIS ANGER TOWARDS A PERSON WHO DOES NOT HAVE THE MEMORY AND IS CLUELES OF SEME SITUATION. For me I totally understand the seme he was not unreasonable and that is the same for the uke. Seme must have filled with confusion, he is confused with seoho's yet-to-be known reasons, confused with the current setting as well confuse on how to figure out how to act towards Minchan who is exactly the same with Seoho except for the attitude and behavior. He needed time to process his emotions in an unfamiliar setting.
The uke or Minchan was also understandable they are both broken. Minchan as a person was surrounded with bad luck and that is why most people around him left voluntarily or not.
For me, they are both lonely and broken.. they need time to figure out their feelings and let it all out. What hurts the most is when people invalidates ur feelings and emotions. Kudos to Minchan for telling seme that he needs to cry it all out. Minchan is putting up with seme. In semi's eyes he seems to just cant separate Seoho and Minchan. That is why Minchan speaks in a vulgar way unlike seoho, seme gets pissed. Plus the guy with the golden eyes who is currently with Minchan's grandma is SUS too cuz he calls minchan by seoho. I'm basing this critique from chapter 1 to 26.
ain’t readin allat just from the title alone. you quite literally contradicted yourself when you said “it hurts the most when people invalidate your feelings and emotions” when that is what bihwan has been doing from chapter 1 to 26. you seem to have forgotten the fact that bihwan binded his soul to minchan and that was FORCIBLY done girl if bihwan hadn’t done that, minchan wouldn’t be staying w him so be for real with me. we’ve literally had a chapter where minchan has somewhat reached a point because of the seme’s relentless comparing. you’re the one who’s invalidating minchan along with bihwan. just because minchan is nice and patient to him doesn’t mean he’s unnaffected by the situation. minchan is literally JUST AS BROKEN. he grew up being aware of his unlucky life; he basically raised himself to grow.
I think seme needs time to process his confusions. He is totally clueless and confuse. Minchan is already doing a good job for being able to put up with most of semi's actions. I think sooner the seme will be asking forgiveness from minchan.. And this is why I love hate to love troupes, it's not the typical yaoi out there. In fact uke is dominant in this story, he loves to dominate compared to being submissive
Who rates this shitty work higher. 8.8 is already high rating. I SWEAR AFTER U READ THIS MANHWA YOU'LL BE DIAGNOSED WITH MIGRAINE. THE CHARACTERS ARE YELLING ON EACH OTHER IN EVERY CHAPTER WHO WOULDN'T GET A MIGRAINE WITH THAT.
IF THERE'S A NEGATIVE STAR RATING I WOULDVE RATED THIS - STARS
I know ow it's fiction but it's not a cup of my tea. I kept going on reading thus hoping for a Character development but NO, there is NONE. The SEME is jerk he is like a spoiled brat. If things doesn't goes his way he breaks things for no valid reason. He keeps violating UKE's rights and invades UKE's personal space.
This story gave me migraine. The uke kept on putting up with the seme's attitude and behavior. Overall They're both stupid characters. Uke is all talk and can't even put actiom what his saying. They're both hypocrites. I'm glad I read first from illegal sites b4 purchasing them otherwise it would be waste of my pennies.
IVE READ HUNDREDS OF MANHWAS AND MANGAS BUT SO FAR THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST!!! I LOVE HOW THE CHARACTERS ARE RATIONAL. Warm bls like this is rare for me. The storyline is not rushed and they're taking their time to figure it out. Though the uke is kinda presumptuous but he still has the right amount of rationality.
The art is top tier and the seme dick is too big huhu. Anyway they're just too pure for me. Tho the seme is the obsessive and possessive type but the uke does not have a problem with it tho. If the Chae heon did not make the first move this story needed to reach 100 chapts for the confession. Overall I love how the story progressed!!!
Lmao, not the seme dick is too long
I love that he tried to see the uke's pov. He sat down and look up to the sink and empathize with the uke's situation. Awwww they're both so beautiful
The amount of misunderstandings here is making me laugh SO Hard HAHAHAH
Tell me why I read this as the misunderstandings are making u DO HARD lol my brain blocked out the laugh part I was shoocketh
It's only after they ended up together that most fujoshish become a nagging mother-in-law who needs babies haha. But for real tho GIVE US THE BABIES OF THOSE TWO SWEETHEARTSS
This is so funny. Although Jeonsu is dumb I love him hahahha. The part where he always use his clothe to clean himself is so hilarious. I like how Myung is so serious and genuine with helping Jeonsu gain confidence and personal growth even though he does it do distract himself from the pressure of high expectations from his father. The part where his father is still punishing him with a stick is so funny like who the heck does that to a 28 yr old adult hahahaha even I did not encounter anything like that in other BL stories I have read so far.
Myung and Jeonsu make up a good pair hahaha.
But it kinda bothers me how Jeonsu is like an open book, he does not think very well when he acts. He is just too naive and spills everything he knows w/0 thinking the consequences. But again I also like ukes like him so pure and naive. Thankfully Myung is not the typical mean seme, he values consent over everything so Jeonsu is less likely to be sexually assaulted.
Base from the recent update chapt 10, Myung is the definition of The more you hate the more you love hahaaga
Perhaps the uke is new to all of that. It's his first time receiving affection to the point where he thinks they're dating. It seems like for the seme he thinks uke is just some sex buddy that he can toss aside anytime he wants. I feel sorry for the uke, bcs perhaps he thought he was finally gonna receive some affection from that sketchy seme.
I feel sorry for him because he is really innocent, and what bad things did he ever do to receive another heartbreak huhuhu. Being chased by loan sharks is already hard for him, cuz his life is at risk.
The seme is shady, why is he befriending the uke in the first place or why bother helping him in the first place if he knows he'll get annoyed by him.
Somewhere in the upcoming chapters, prolly we'll see the seme regret his actions toward the uke.
I STILL DONT GET SOME PARTS OF IT
The idea of the story revolves around destiny. Biryu, is destined to be Sura but his destiny even thou it gives him power it leaves him loveless. He tries to defy it by wanting to lead a normal life, but in the end everything falls back where it's supposed to be. His lover's destiny is not explicitly said as in Biryu's case, but the end suggests it that it's his "lover's" destiny to suffer by his side. And I put the quotation marks bcs in the end Choi didn't love him (side stories suggest his attempts to khs). But Choi at the end figures it's his destiny that's why he smiles while crying and being cut to live for Sura. Last panel both in last chapter and last sidestory just highlight further their destiny. The title in itself comes with a subtle nuance *beloved* but in the end the type of love for Choi is twisted, hence the tags of gore and horror. Chapter 58 where the old man says "Life is suffering so one must not be born and Death is suffering so one must not die either" summarizes both main characters ending. This quote was also my fave. Other details just add more pages.
THANK YOU SM FOR THIS I DID NOT EXPECT SOMEONE TO SUMMARIZE IT FOR ME. The story is kinda confusing for me so this helped me grasp som gaps I didn't understand thank you. I also saw that Choi
I also so that a ring was sewed to uke's ring finger and its so frustrating. Their love story is so complex
Haha no problem. I just wished everyone who took their time to read into the story at least take its meaning with them. Even if some parts were confusing, like maybe Sura's family situation, the thing with the second Sura, or even the backstory of him and his former lover, they just add up to the main thread of the story, so you're not missing much with em.
ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~ Have a nice day!!!