Anan's Things

Do you guys experience this? Like your bestfriend having another friends and you feel like they're only yours?

I have a bestfriend that told me he has new 4 bestfriends and close with them the same way we are ( we are friends for 10 yrs, he only know them for months) but for me, he's my only one. I felt like shit about it but never told him so I just started being close to other people and found someone which I will call A, that vibes with me.

A and I ended up being close in just a short time. We are always talking, gaming,hanging out, and my bestfriend got jealous bout it(his friend told me) and he feels like as if I'm replacing him.I thought since he has other bestfriends , I will just invest time in other people

We were in a group hangout and got drunk, guy I like(he doesn't know) kissed me but called me with a different name

Should i still be happy? Like lets go? Ig?

How do you divide the two of them? do i like them as a friend?a partner??or they're just good looking???

funny enough, most of the guys that i feel "attracted" to when I just met them ended up as my close friends

There is no drama or anything but it just ended

I have this one best friend I've known since kinder but I realized like a year ago that we aren't really similar anymore, we don't share the same humor, belief and personality anymore. Before I thought it's just a temporary feeling but now I realized I truly outgrown them. Before I cant imagine not talking to them everyday but now I don't mind not talking to them anymore and it feels weird ig someone who once a huge part of my life being not important anymore

Is your life going well and everything is going to plan? Well mine isn't so I'm going to give you my 5 steps on how to fuck up your life!

1. Read manga/hwa/hua more than 10 hours a day.
Socializing? don't do that, stay at your room all day eating chips, reading in mangago.
2. Every night after reading, think about how horrible your life is, how untalented you are and how unproductive you are throughout the day but won't do anything about it and the cycle continues.
3. Always think that "I will do it when productivity hits me" , don't schedule anything and wait for that nonexistent motivation to come to you.
4. Set high goals for yourself instead of being specific on what you want to do. Never think I will clean my table but instead go for "I will clean my entire house" because you'll realize later on that there is way too many to clean and you won't be able to accomplish it.
5. Always think that you will never succeed because you aren't born as smart as other people and don't invest meaningful hours in your hobbies and when faced with a difficult situation, just give up!

Ps:
Sometimes our brain can be stubborn and we want to be happier, more productive so what we should do is ignore it and if possible, be an alcoholic, smoke cigarettes, do drugs, don't do therapy and continue doing this and you'll successfully screw up your life.