jaekyung has zero redeeming qualifies, it’s actually insane. his personality is actually so bad to the point of appearing physically unattractive. I really don’t get the appeal
Free Dan i’m sick
Same! The art is fucking GORGEOUS, but when in comes to characters all i see is Danny getting fucked by a giant piece of turd. It’s actually amazing how one character can be so fucking unsalvagable that you can’t see past his shitty personality and i don’t give a fuck how “manly” or “sexy” he drawn no matter what.
If i could word my feelings properly i would say what you just said...you got it...i agree he is handsome but ngl i lost the appeal soon...he went from a solid 10 (purely by looks) to a -10 real quick in less than 5 chapter
I can understand...why people are attracted to some handsome yet toxic people but man...this ugly bastard is not it...and i cant see how a redemption arc can fix this piece of shit at this point
And fuck the grey haired sunbae. I was genuinely shocked when hanjoo thought sex was suppose to be painful and not pleasurable like wth
this was oh lord. welp it only goes downhill i guess
There is no reason dan should be in love with him like it makes zero sense. feels like i’m being gaslit cause they have zero chemistry and seme is just horrible
Dan is a fixer who is compassionate toward anyone who does something for him. he’s indebted to jaekyung and, despite the borderline abuse, he feels that jaekyung must be a good person inside to go out of his way for him. on the surface, Dan is aware that Jaekyung’s attitude toward him is unacceptable, but he also reminds himself constantly that he’s responsible for the situation (even if he was gaslit into believing it since Jaekyung became his lender without consent). he also feels it’s his mission and proof that he’s a competent pt to keep Jaekyung in good shape. adding to that tangled mess is the sexual aspect of their relationship. he’s never had time/energy/interest in love or relationships before Jaekyung took his virginity in several ways. Jaekyung is also becoming increasingly more attuned to Dan’s reactions by adding little touches of what Dan thinks might be affection. Jaekyung encourages these thoughts by praising him when their sexual chemistry aligns, and Dan isn’t used to praise. In fact, most of the time, Dan rejects praise because he feels he doesn’t deserve it, thinking he could do more. but that’s not the case with jaekyung because Jaekyung rarely gives praise and seems to only give it at the most embarrassing times, when Dan either can’t reject it because he’s preoccupied or because the action being praised is baffling.
Dan was attracted to jaekyung from the start: his body, his success, his motivation. in a way, he’s envious of what Jaekyung has accomplished on his own from his own strengths, regardless of where he may have started in life. he hopes that, by helping jaekyung, putting all his effort into helping maintain his success, he too will become successful enough to take care of his grandmother on his own. he lives and breathes jaekyung and no one else knows his shameful past nor his shameful present but he trusts that Jaekyung won’t get rid of him because of their contract. because of the contract, he’s tied to jaekyung for an indefinite amount of time and, with even just the bit of recognition of his skills (his cooking, his massages) or a smidge of respect (medical advice), he feels the gap between them closing.
Despite the field of red flags, he feels that Jaekyung is his road to redemption. the journey is bumpy but it will keep him and his grandmother alive, and that is his life goal.
Thank you for this!!!!
PREACH ITTTTT. Damn you're good at summary.
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