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I mean, I'm not even a high school girl anymore, where every emotion fills you from top to bottom. I am an adulting woman but damn, I'm having this ticklish feeling inside my stomach. Like wanting to jump on the cliff just because of some high school sweethearts that doesn't even exist!

Haha.

Anyways, my BL soul is becoming hetero again. Thanks for the upload!

Taking his pride aside was the best thing UKE did in this chapter. I so love them both! This is like reading Painter of the Night with a modern art and in a lighter mood.

First, I wanna thank the one who uploaded this chapter. Second, DAMN YOU, YASHIRO! YOU BEING TSUNDERE IS WHAT I LOVE THE MOST BUT REALLY? Ugh. I WANT MORE OF THIS STORY!

I'm just gonna shut up and feel the kiss.

Heavy breaths of desperation,
a faint echo of hope, am I still who I am
before I met you?
Lies against truth, feelings of
inferiority, how I am supposed to let go?
Behind closed doors, places of immense
pleasure, there you find my silhouette.
Tell me who I am, call my name,
for I am drowning in guilt.

Questions after questions,
I feel remorse towards my existence.
If only a night could be gone by
without a touch of
impurity,
I'd still have a taste of innocence.
Driven by the call of unfiltered nature, I, once again
stumble upon its monstrosity.
Far beyond the forest, I dig my own grave,
and bury the person I used to be.

Black and white,
all these dark gray clouds around my turmoil,
where can I find my salvation?
Spinning in the same circle,
trapped inside a cage,
I seek assault amidst my depression.
Only then I'd pay for my sins, only then I'd feel
safe from all my confusion.
But, who am I lying to, when I could still hear
my voice of oppression?

Crying, silently, in a dim-lighted room,
I wanted to be out from this misery.
Wipe my tears, embrace my every scar,
for my language spoke beyond bounds of decency.
Wake me up from this dreadful dream
for somnolence is where I don't want to be.
I scream, I call out for random names,
I beg to be found amidst my duplicity.

I just wrote another poem and it can somehow relate to Yashiro's character. Well, just a bit? Haha! I always love these two and I'm really looking forward to Yoneda's update this coming March. I mean, I've been filling up my plates with other food but this one's my main course. Feed me already, Author-san! I'm getting hungrier each day.

My heart did shatter into pieces upon reading this line, "Thank you for living your life with me. Until we meet again," and when he replied, "I will be coming soon." This is just so painful and blissful at the same time. If you want some torture, I highly recommend this story.

This sure hurts like I'm in a fucking relationship when I'm not!

Drama? Check.
Psychological? Check.
Romance? Check.
Mature? Check.
Adult? Check.
Good art? Check.
Plot as twisted as my emotions? Fucking check!

I personally think that "tsunderes" are more than just words and actions. I often get asked with this question lately, "Why do you love these kind of characters when their actions don't align with their true emotions?" Well, I just find it interesting on how a person built those high walls around themselves only to be crumbled once they get attached to someone. I think that's quite amazing to finally give way to your feelings after years of putting it into deep slumber.

It was hard for Makio to open up his heart for Wachi, knowing all the risk upon showing him what he truly feels for the CEO. But, once he did, there was no point of turning back. He knew all too well that when he get himself emotionally involved with Wachi, it'd be dangerous. However, he took that risk, even after knowing all the chaos he might encounter along the way. All because of someone. All because he wanted him. All because of lòve. Now, this is exactly why I loved them, because once they fall in love, it isn't half-baked. It isn't the kind of feelings that waver easily. It clings until the end even if it means death.

It is one of the reasons why "tsunderes" are being complicated when it comes to showing their real emotions because they know how far they'd go for someone who captivated their hearts. To love is not something they'd take with a half-heart. They'll love wholeheartedly or nothing at all.

No matter how I wanted to take this story a little lighter, I just can't. I don't even know if I could accept Eren's way of ending the world, nor I could supports Levi's team to kill him. What I truly understand is that, Eren and his death, will give benefits to both Marleyans and Eldians. The fact that he could see the future, I assumed that Eren had already seen something worth of his life - something worth dying for.

Anyways, this is just too much to even ponder about. Author-san made it certain to twist the readers mind especially on matters concerning Historia and Eren's rumored child. If that'd be true, wtf. I couldn't imagine how Mikasa would react to that but surely Jean wouldn't just sit back and see his girl hurting. Boy, you go and make him yours already and stop worrying about Pieck. Otherwise, I'd take that seriously. After all, feelings always ignored fades in time. Not to mention that Pieck has this Mikasa's vibe to which suited Jean's type. What the hell am I talking? Haha!

Oh, well.

I'm just here for Levi Ackerman.

Trapped in a cage
with our hearts in rage,
will there be a way to escape?
Silent prayers, earnest wishes,
will our soul feel that warm embrace?
A love in the dark
with its fainting spark,
will we ever find triumph in this fight?

I made this for you, guys! So, please. Be together already!