This totally broke my fast lol ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
yes it is
i'm not saying that because i'm muslim that i'm perfect in my following of the religion (as no one can be)
i have been trying my best to read yaoi less often and go back into reading shoujo but i'm still to invested in these stories -.-" plus its a secretive guilty pleasure
i have never said to anyone that it isn't haram or recommended someone to read it
its one of my bad habits since i started reading them on my early teen years when i wasn't sometimes ( a lot of times ) understanding the sexual cunctation on them, it was more of a forbidding love on my eyes and the curiosity i had for it at that time which got me ( something like liking the bad boy sentiment )
so as someone who usually reads yaoi all day long, limiting myself is already a success on my eyes but there is still room to improve in the eyes of my religion expectation and my ideal
yeah it actually is well i think i’m not really sure tbh.Allot of people argue about that.Many say it’s okay if you read them and do not act up on them others say you should just go and read the Quran (like the bible but for muslims).So yeah.I think it’s okay cause on one hand i’m not gonna act up,i pray and i fast...and the problem is it’s the only thing i genuinely enjoy reading ya know.But i have to admit that it’s my little secret no one knows aboutOh and i read somewhere that it’s not haram to read stuff like this cause/as long as it just crosses ur mind and you don’t think to much about it afterwards.And no worries it doesn’t come of retarded or insensitive i understand the curiosity and question Hope i could clera it up somehow (●'◡'●)ノ
And everyone here had great answers by the way, ps curiousity about others is never retarded only people who can’t speak politely and are insensitive and try to push their own opinions on others can be seen as such (racists, xenophobes, etc) e/o here on mangago I’ve found to be respectful and open (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
“Are you seriously dating him?” Like are you seriously (monogamously) dating him when your head is resting b/w another dude’s crotch?... for reference I sleep like that with my hubby not my friends!!!! ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
I hate it when a mangaka (or any kind of author) ruins their good story by adding an unnecessary overbearing love rival just so the potential for plot and relationship growth can be tossed out for unnecessary drama and endless misunderstandings!!! Especially when the couple is just learning communication exists like the literal last fucking volume! I finally have a yaoi with a seme that learns respect + consideration(also what no means) and a uke that finally grows a backbone! There used to be character growth and this fucking SCUM of a love rival is ruining it!!! I also hate the addition of the trope where the rival kisses as a "greeting"! Don't "it's ok cause he's a foreign and/or gay" me!!! America may be more open with affection than Japan but never have I witnessed someone kiss as a hello and much less aggressively make out!
Now nameless one, senses really likes funny sobriquets lol
Sensei* not senses