I could tell even in the first life bruv didn't love Rapiel, I guess that's the worst part, Aeroc went through all of that and basically for nothing, because Kloff didn't care for Rapiel, he only cared about his damn selfish self and his own hatred wtf (still shouldn't have gone and employed whoever to do whatever to someone who didn't ask for shit tho)
This new life is much better that's for sure but idk, i mean Aeroc remembers everything how can he still love him that's insane