MogwaiCatzilla's Things

Okay, so I'm still pretty new to the LGBTQ+ community. I'm only fourteen and I finally think I figured out my gender and sexual identity. My gender is still pretty confusing, so I guess the easiest way to put is I'm a "transgender femboy", if that makes any sense. Basically, I identify as a transgender male, but I'm still very openly feminine. And I honestly wanna know if that's okay? Is it normal for a trans guy to be feminine? Cuz I feel like trans guys are just kinda expected to be masculine, since "if they're gonna be girly, what's the point of going from already being a girl to being a guy" or somethin'. Anywho, I just wanna know if there's an unwritten rule on that and whether or not I'm just a very weird and confused child. ;-;

Then there's my sexuality. I'm androsexual. I'm basically attracted to those of masculinity despite sex or gender. But I've heard that it's apparently transphobic, or can be at least... I just really need some other people's opinions on it, cause I'm worried that I may end up causing problems if people do see it as transphobic. I honestly don't know what to think or do, I'm just super confused and paranoid over it. So if you guys have any answers or advice, anything would be GREATLY appreciated!! Thank you~ ^^