People have weakness so did the seme. he obviously doesn't know what or how love is supposed to be (mutual or given back) because he always being loved or receive love by others around him since maybe "the beginning" of his life. so the perspective of love for him is just like receive some treatment and you just enjoy it and if you don't, you just need to discard it away. he might not realize that he likes the uke since they first know each other. The existence of uke in his life is like nobody else can create or fill before, that is like an air for him to breath. he feel too comfortable because the uke always been beside him until someday the uke disappeared before him. (like an oxygen around us, we take the oxygen for granted and when it lost, you know how it will be like right?). he have a downfall when the uke first leave him but he rise back because the manager persuade him (i don't know,maybe talk to him about getting famous and make the uke call him or come back to him. he doesn't know why the uke leave him and that maybe give him hope to get back in life in order to search for the uke). when he found the uke, he hold the uke like how it is supposed to be from the beginning (before the uke leave). The uke thought maybe the seme has change a little bit (because the seme indeed search for him and notice his existence) and follow the seme's flow for hope seme will realize his importance. unfortunately not, the seme still live his life like before (except it getting better with uke beside him) and don't realize he's been given second chance by the uke to realize for himself the importance of uke in his heart.(you are adult already, if you still don't realize the priority of your life,then you fail as a human being without being told to). so with the hurtful view of the seme kissing other girl and the heartless attitude the seme give him plus the manager's advice to back off from seme's life, the uke finally out for real and put out of any hope for seme's love and also plan to forget the seme. but first love hard to forget and the uke try to give the seme's last chance when he got sick but still encounter the same scene of seme being with other girl. the uke try to end his last string of love for the seme by questioning his(uke) importance in seme's life and at the same time confessing his love (at the end, the seme's dense to realize by himself is zero). When the seme (finally) knows the uke's real feeling, he also aware of his own feeling and learn of what the real love is and how to love back. he changes slowly and that is why he still don't manage to treat the uke like how the lover supposed to be (like tell your lover why you are getting late back home (if you are cohabitation with your lover) or remember your lover's birthday). So don't blame the seme. he is learning to love like a children learn to walk and for me,that is cute. the uke also have weakness. He afraid to hurt himself (afraid seme will hate him for his love and attachment).so he is not telling the seme his true feelings and wait for seme to realize it himself (if he only knows how dense the seme's perspective of love). when his heart can not bear to take it anymore, he run and run from the seme until he finally confessing his true feeling and that is when the uke's cowardliness change to be brave to voice his feeling (because know he knew the clueless of the seme about the things happen surrounding him). the conclusion is that people has weaknesses and you need to try to understand, accept or tolerate it if you really love them. give them chance to change if they really mean it or deserve it. then you will know the real beautiful of your loved ones.(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
Hosik is too cute and innocent (▰˘◡˘▰)