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Low key waiting for yoon to tell him what his cousin did so that he'll kill him tbh

Yeah coz if vasya is informed about the rape thing, we all know that the hella cousin’s gonna be dead meat. Well, he’ll be a dead meat anyway for exposing yoon’s address.
And maybe vasya’s gonna treat yoon better? But who’s the mastermind? Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

The only rant I have about chris is when he also casually treated the cousin after that confrontation scene (which is epic) so I thought he’s gonna do something about the cousin (and hey that peck at the baaar) but then he looks friendly when the cousin visited the second time (when he lead the cousin out when nikolai visited yoon).

And I still don’t understand Kay’s deal. Still can’t wrap my head about his intentions and feelings for yoon.

He wasn't really friendly he threatened him again and only acted casual when the apartment was full of the mob and self preservation kicked in

He had one ex that doesn't appear much in the story, don't think their relationship was that serious, and he had a sexual relationship with the 2 male leads in this story

He does end up choosing one of them at the end though

yeah he sleeps with a second guy as well... cause its a love triangle

he also has sex like with two other random dudes (one who we dont even see the full face of)-- but that's just for like barely a few pages. basically the uke sleeps around pretty frequently cause he's not in any committed relationship until later

Ohhh, thanks for answering coz im not really comfortable when characters sleep with other people other than their partners // especially if its kinda(?) approved by both parties (neither of them cared whether they have sex with others but they are inlove with one another)//

And i thought it would be kinda like home sweet home ,, it’s a love triangle but committed to only one sexual relationship.

Ohhh and i cried and had goosebumps reading the last chapter. I’m off to the first chapter nooooow wish me luck! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I have no idea, I don't feel like it's a tragedy, I do feel like it's going to have a happy ending but we're reading the past, not the present and I feel like the story will continue after we're on the prison scene where moonhyuk said he killed yeonjin which I don't believe, I feel lie there's a whole plan behind it so they could both live as ghosts happily together, and leave all the corrupt and violence behind.

Yes, and the police said that no body was found. But if it reached that point where moonhyuk is being questioned by the police, something bad must’ve happened. And I’m excited, as well as anxious on how the story will continue, on how he’ll get out with it now that everyone believes that yeojin is dead. I mean he can’t just reappear and tell the cops “hey muthafack*s, im back to retrieve my dog”.

Im currently reading and I feel quite bad for yeonjin, well the both of them, since they are both hunted by the memories and ghost of woo chagang(?).

The reason they're questioning him is because I think it was all planned by yeonjin and his friendly wife. To ruin yeonjins father's perfect life, they planned to fake their own deaths and moonhyuk to be a part of the plan and eventually because there's not enough proof that moonhyuk had committed the murder, (no body, no evidence), he'd eventually get released which is the plan and before the fake death, I think yeonjin and the wife get a divorce and the wife gets full custody of the son which yeonjin is okay with. I have no idea what happens from there on but I know for a fact, it's happy ending. It's just a lot of drama that leads to a happy ending.

I mean i’d understand if its jealousy, or afraid of the moments seme and first love shared, but its not. More like trauma of being broekn hearted? But still, why blame seme? Argh sorry. Im not trying to be insensitive, i”m tryin’ so hard to understand and relate

Understandably so. But you know, for someone who loved so deeply yet none was returned, sometimes, cementing their hearts to the point where it becomes so hard to even feel any more care or hurt is their way of dealing with the pain, and preventing it to ever happen again.



I know I should’ve just said defence mechanism but I wanna be poetic for once lol.

I don't think he blame the seme. It's more like insecurity that he got after got broken heart once. And he scared. This thing happen often.

Please enlighten me more. So, why does he avoid seme? Because he!s reminded of the pain of the past and everything he needs to put through to get by? Like when he said that he ‘wasted’ his college life blindly following his first love?

I hated when the seme invalidated the uke’s feeling but Im still auite confused at how of a big issue it turned for the both of them.

Defense mechanism from? Getting hurt? But he knows the the love is reciprocated this time, no?

Idk if i’m insensitive or im just dense (づ￣ ³￣)づ im tryin’ my best to understand where he’s coming from.

But i think seme properly conveys that he loves him. So it is reciprocated. What i understood from the panels was a repeated “you were the lover of my first love when i decided to stop my feelings”. I mean i think i know that it hurts but i can’t put into words why it should hurt (づ￣ ³￣)づ(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Maybe the uke still affected by the past. And some people really having a hard time to move on. And to me maybe. The uke is someone who has huge insecurity and easily swayed by his emotion (I guess) so when he found out his current lover is his old crush ex lover he found it hard to Idk.. English not my first language so it's hard to explain.

I very much appreciate your insights. Thank youuuu!

Ur Welcome (=・ω・=)

It is stated in love nest that he used to like Iku