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It's up to the reader's interpretation. Personally, I think it means he's a sub and will do just about anything to stay by Lucaon's side.He knows why he's being called, and he came.

he can't refuse him because he is in love with him
but at the same time he can't approche him because he doesn't know if lucaon love him or is just using him .

Ya .. that's what I thought too .. also Lucaon seemed .. surprised? He made a weird face!

I believe his words meant plainly as what he meant. He assumed that affer the first incident of being forced/assaulted the reason why he was called was because Luca it again. So instead of repeating what happened with his clothes getting torn he stated that he won't resist so he don't need to use force just to get him naked. And I believe that Lucaon wanted or at least planned to apologized but instead met by Kyon's trembling and obvious fear, still shaken by the incident(though he is "glad" that Lucaon held him though it was an assault/rape nontheless) and Kyon telling him those words as if stating that Lucaon is that sort of person who would do just that plainly without even even a tiniest bit of conscience and guilt. His later action shows like he's proving Kyon that he can do just what he had assume the kind of person Lucaon is. Though Kyon doesn't truly hates/resents it and him since he's already in love with Lucaon.

Now that makes much more sense! He looked really bothered by it but then .. he did all that stuff to Kyon :/ I really thought he hated Kyon ... but then I go back to the first chapters again .. he didn't look all happy and proud about what he did ..
Thank you! I understand it better now (⌒▽⌒)

Yeah, I agree with Kairan in so far as I think Lucaon was going to apologize, because he had been thinking of Kyon crying, not about Kyon's butt (not exactly) but I think when nervous sub Kyon showed up with boundaries instead of asking for a nice reference on his way out, Luca took a moment and then...well we see what happens. I think Lucaon goes too far, and of course it is rape the first time, but I also think Kyon's small smile before he falls asleep the night after it happens and the way Kyon stays means Kyon wants any attention he can get from Lucaon, no matter how rough it is. If Kyon were only saying he wouldn't resist because of the clothes alone, Kyon would just leave the job (like all the other servants who weren't getting raped). Many fictional BDSM stories skip things that are important in real life (like consent, safe words, and aftercare), but given yaoi logic, I think Kyon feels it's better to be abused by Lucaon than ignored.

Here's my opinion. Lucaon knows Kyon loves him so he rapes him to make Kyon hates him and leave. Because Lucaon knows he being a target of certain org. He want Kyon leave and not be near him.
After their first time, Lucaon calls Kyon, thinking that Kyon would want to quit his job. But Kyon refuse to leave and even accept whatever Lucaon do with him.
So Lucaon have to keep does cruel things to Kyon.

Hmmm too easy don't you think? Lucaon rly looked bothered by what he did! He can easily just kick him out and make sure that they'll never cross each other again! I wonder if Luca remembers Kyon tho! At first I thought he resented Kyon cuz Luca was late for his family cuz of the incident with Kyon when he was a kid! But after rereading the first chapters .. he was definitely bothered by what he did!
Ugh can't wait for the updates

You're welcome. I'm glad I could help. ^^

Maybe. But it's all I can think of. Luca looks like he doesn't want to hurt Kyon but he still did those things.
One more thing, at their sex scene, when they do the cowboy style, Kyon said his back hurts, and then Luca said Kyon to stop and get out. But Kyon himself want to continue.

Maybe Luca's afraid that Kyon's too sturborn and even if he's fired, he would still stick around.