Since I wrote this as a reply to a comment, might as well share for others. How did it get this long? Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) HUGE SPOILER (READ AT OWN RISK!):
So basically this is a story about reincarnation. Long ago there are 3 Children of God (children who are loved and blessed by God). 1st child who killed his lover. 2nd child who killed her son. 3rd child who killed his parents. Because of their sin, all 3 were cursed by God to reincarnate with dark mana (or dark magic within) and remember their past lives. Once they remember their lives, they will repeat their sins. 1st child will fall in love, remember his lover and kill his lover again. 2nd child will love her child, remember her past and kill her child. 3rd will do the same for his parents. They repeat countless reincarnation like this, basically living in torment for their guilt by killing their loved ones. As you can guess, the 2nd child is our MC Aisha (I think she's the great saintess from 500 years ago who was said will be reborn again), and Abel is the soul of her child she will end up killing if she ever remembers her past due to the curse. The medication MC is taking (as seen in the webtoon) is given to suppress her power and memory so she wouldn't remember. The one supplying this medication is a priest from the temple name Mikhail/Michael (?), who is the 1st cursed child of God. And as may suspect, our MC is his past lover. Michael is planning to kill MC before he falls in love with her again so that he won't suffer the pain of killing a loved one again. The reason why MC killed her child long ago was bcuz her child was in pain/sick and she couldn't help bear to watch him suffer, so to end her child's pain, she killed him. As for the 1st child of God, he himself couldn't remember why he killed his own lover. The 3rd child of God however, watching the 2 suffer from their sins, he tried to break the curse by killing the God himself but he didn't succeed (and ended up getting cursed too, with killing a parent curse). The 3rd child of God was the most favoured and he has the power to Procreate/Create life, so he ended up creating the world for the 2 other child of God hoping for them to break the curse so they all can be free (so basically the 3rd child is the author of the book MC read).
Our poor MC will start stopping taking her medication and that's when her power and memory slowly coming back (she had both black magic and white magic in her body). That's when she realize that she will end up killing Abel if this goes on. She will want to break their engagement and ask ML to kill her bcuz she couldn't kill herself as the curse will rebound any effort of self mutilation. Oh and also she was Janes (in her past life before she dies and got reincarnated and transmigrated into current body, Aisha), the person who guided ML to save the then orphaned Abel. MC as Janes, pleaded to ML to take good care of Abel and for him to promise her to kill anyone who will come to him in the future saying that they remembered their past lives. And ML promised Janes.
And in the current timeline, after MC remembers this, she asks ML to uphold that promise. ML is totally livid and their conversation is so heart breaking. ML refused, but MC said that with the curse she won't be able to stop herself from killing Abel, and she kept apologizing to ML for dragging him into this mess of a fate. She also said that now she had black magic, she could even control ML's mind (as black magic can brainwash people) if she wants (kind of hinting she might command him to kill her using that method if he continues to refuse), but ML kept refusing and hoping they find a way to break the curse together. ╥﹏╥
Anyway, since the spoiler is incomplete and I don't have all the details, some things happened and it's happy ending! They managed to break the curse and finally all three children of God can live in peace. MC and ML got to have their happy ending with Abel, creating a happy family.
Oh and an important point before I forgot:
The reason why MC is adamant for ML to kill her is bcuz he's someone who has a great power (close to God), but he's also someone who doesn't believe in God. So I guess ML is the only person who could stop her? (I don't have the full detail of how actually this curse works, but I think it will need someone like ML to do it?) ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
I read it from the spoiler thread in novel updates. Just Google: I Became the Male Lead’s Step Mother spoiler. Just beware, the spoiler is incomplete and it jumps around (some parts are completely incomprehensible if it's a direct MTL of the said novel chapter) but you can get the gist of it (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
No, there's no link for the novel, all are in korean and you'll need to pay to read though. With that said, I read it from the spoiler thread in novel updates. Just Google: I Became the Male Lead’s Step Mother spoiler. Just beware, the spoiler is incomplete and it jumps around (some parts are completely incomprehensible if it's a direct MTL of the said novel chapter) but you can get the gist of it (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
I think the MC's soul is the real 2nd child. Aisha is just a body she transmigrated in. But then again, I don't have the details of all these reincarnation, don't know how it works bcuz the spoiler is also not in detail (a lot of kissing parts etc). We have to wait to see how this actually works ┗( T﹏T )┛
Question is Abel her reincarnated child?
because that's crazy if she kills someone else child she never gave birth to. Regardless how much she loves Abel. He's still not her child and why would she want to kill a child who's healthy? It's not like he's in pain or suffering from illeness. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
But thank you for the spoiler I love spoilers
Well from the spoiler that I read, it's believed that Abel is the soul of her child. And it's a curse the God put them under to make them relieve the act of killing someone they love, so I guess it's not her own will to do the killing so it doesn't matter if the child is healthy or not ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ Also I don't have the details of the curse, how it works etc cuz I'm just summarizing the spoiler I've read and it's incomplete. I don't know korean y'all LOL
Okay thank you
I was just thinking that it needed to be a
trigger to act out the crime that G.o.d. is messed up he made the reincarnate to continue to commit the negitve deads without a trigger you know like repeating the problem with a new problem that would still cause them to act on it. Like the two lovers maybe in the pass the lover cheated but this time the lover is forced to marry someone else & they would rather kill they're lover then see them with someone else. So again no matter what they end up killing there lover. As for the son hmm maybe last time he was really sick & in lost of pain but this time her son is being bullied and in mental pain and depression would cause the new trigger
Thank for the explanation. I did saw some spoilers but I ended up totally lost. Who was this Mikhail/Michael that was mentioned? And the writer who was visiting someone in the hospital in the world outside the novel? And why the heck he created the novel in the first place?
I did understand that it ended with some kind of happy ending buuuut.... the translations was so messy that ended up thinking "what the hell?!"!!!
Your post made me want to continue reading it even more!!! I was lost but still liking the plot so far. Now I'm totally in love and hopeful for the future chapters
IKR, the MTL translation was so messy it took all my brain power to understand what's happening. I can't begin to restructure the sentences, but I get the whole picture at least (it's all thanks to my insistence on reading MTL direct from Google translate when I'm too desperate lol) ( ̄∇ ̄") Also, the spoiler thread was all over the place, I just summarize all the things I've read there in simpler words ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
OMG! Thank you for this spoiler!! I thought this manhwa will have a shit ending cause I read a lot of manhwa and a lot of spoiler most of them have a shit ending and I was in a bad mood state today cause my most awaited manhwa updated have a shit ending but it all gone now because of this! this manhwa is also my one of my fave! I love the ML cause of his confidence! LoL!
I read the spoiler for this thinking that it will be fluff fest, but holy shyt, apparently the plot turned dark in the middle and seems like it will be an angst filled ride with lots of turn and twist. The novel received a lot of positive reviews from the korean readers and it seems to be a very good story! I can't wait to see this in webtoon! (⊙…⊙ )
HUGE SPOILER (READ AT OWN RISK!):
So basically this is a story about reincarnation. Long ago there are 3 Children of God (children who are loved and blessed by God). 1st child who killed his lover. 2nd child who killed her son. 3rd child who killed his parents. Because of their sin, all 3 were cursed by God to reincarnate with dark mana (or dark magic within) and remember their past lives. Once they remember their lives, they will repeat their sins. 1st child will fall in love, remember his lover and kill his lover again. 2nd child will love her child, remember her past and kill her child. 3rd will do the same for his parents. They repeat countless reincarnation like this, basically living in torment for their guilt by killing their loved ones. As you can guess, the 2nd child is our MC Aisha (I think she's the great saintess from 500 years ago who was said will be reborn again), and Abel is the soul of her child she will end up killing if she ever remembers her past due to the curse. The medication MC is taking (as seen in the webtoon) is given to suppress her power and memory so she wouldn't remember. The one supplying this medication is a priest from the temple name Mikhail/Michael (?), who is the 1st cursed child of God. And as may suspect, our MC is his past lover. Michael is planning to kill MC before he falls in love with her again so that he won't suffer the pain of killing a loved one again. The reason why MC killed her child long ago was bcuz her child was in pain/sick and she couldn't help bear to watch him suffer, so to end her child's pain, she killed him. As for the 1st child of God, he himself couldn't remember why he killed his own lover. The 3rd child of God however, watching the 2 suffer from their sins, he tried to break the curse by killing the God himself but he didn't succeed (and ended up getting cursed too, with killing a parent curse). The 3rd child of God was the most favoured and he has the power to Procreate/Create life, so he ended up creating the world for the 2 other child of God hoping for them to break the curse so they all can be free (so basically the 3rd child is the author of the book MC read).
Our poor MC will start stopping taking her medication and that's when her power and memory slowly coming back (she had both black magic and white magic in her body). That's when she realize that she will end up killing Abel if this goes on. She will want to break their engagement and ask ML to kill her bcuz she couldn't kill herself as the curse will rebound any effort of self mutilation. Oh and also she was Jenus (in her past life before she dies and got reincarnated and transmigrated into current body, Aisha), the person who guided ML to save the then orphaned Abel. MC as Jenus, pleaded to ML to take good care of Abel and for him to promise her to kill anyone who will come to him in the future saying that they remembered their past lives. And ML promised Jenus.
And in the current timeline, after MC remembers this, she asks ML to uphold that promise. ML is totally livid and their conversation is so heart breaking. ML refused, but MC said that with the curse she won't be able to stop herself from killing Abel, and she kept apologizing to ML for dragging him into this mess of a fate. She also said that now she had black magic, she could even control ML's mind (as black magic can brainwash people) if she wants (kind of hinting she might command him to kill her using that method if he continues to refuse), but ML kept refusing and hoping they find a way to break the curse together. ╥﹏╥
Anyway, since the spoiler is incomplete and I don't have all the details, some things happened and it's happy ending! They managed to break the curse and finally all three children of God can live in peace. MC and ML got to have their happy ending with Abel, creating a happy family.
Here's a spoiler for those who wanted. I wrote this to a reply before so I'm just copy pasting for anyone who hasn't read it yet:
They got separated for around 2 years bcuz Eru sent Yeni back to Lebovny after that black magic user Soleia (? Sorry forgot her name) attacked them during a banquet celebrating the envoys from Lebovny and some fighting happened. Yeni almost died bcuz her soul once again got separated from her body (but she managed to call Raulus to come down from Judetta). Epic fight, Hades drags Soleia off somewhere before Eru and Raulus could finish them off. So they decided to separate so that Yeni could be safe in her country while Eru tries to eradicate all black magic user in his country so that Yeni could come back and marry him once everything is done. Though don't worry, the 2 years time skip is like a blink of an eye for us, though a pain for Eru and Yeni bcuz they each sent letters for each other but both didn't receive the letters cuz Yeni's family kept the letters from reaching Yeni (so Yeni thought Eru maybe has forgotten her?). Meanwhile, Eru just couldn't stand waiting anymore, and went secretly to Lebovny, managed to kidnapped Yeni and they had snusnu in an inn cuz Eru just couldn't wait anymore ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Another brief spoiler for the ending:
But do noted this is not the ending. This is just the halfway mark of the novel leading for the epic final battle. Hades is the ultimate villain as Soleila turned her back on Hades and teamed up with Yeni and Eru to send Hades back to where he came from. At one point, Yeni became Hades' target instead of Eru (Hades wanted to possess Eru's body that's filled with divine power so he can go to Judetta) bcuz of a misunderstanding when Yeni managed to call upon Raulus (Hades thought Yeni's body has divinity). But jokes on him when Hades possessed Yeni's and found out Yeni doesn't have a drop of divinity in her! Anyway, long story short, after the battle Eru and Yeni got married. They were blessed with 3 children (1 boy, 2 girls). Eru didn't want Yeni to be in pain and didn't want many children, but his wish was to have a mini Yeni, but unfortunately for him, both their first and second born was a carbon copy of him! (All silver eyes and red hair lmao). That's why they tried for a third and voila, finally a mini Yeni with pink hair!! (≧∀≦)
Oh but do note I only managed to read up until chapter 146 before the translation team had to drop the novel bcuz of the C&D. So all the spoiler towards the ending was taken from credible sources (ppl who did MTL the novel to the very end lol).
Ahhh they're so cute together! Yeni looking with puppy eyes at Eru, no wonder he'll eat her up completely after their 2 years separation, he just couldn't keep it together anymore ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ If only I could read chapter 147 and beyond, but what to do when it's dropped sobs
Spoiler!!!
Yes they did. Eru sent Yeni back to Lebovny after that black magic user Soleia (? Sorry forgot her name) attacked them during a banquet celebrating the envoys from Lebovny and some fighting happened. Yeni almost died bcuz her soul once again got separated from her body (but she managed to call Raulus to come down from Judetta). Epic fight, Hades drags Soleia off somewhere before Eru and Raulus could finish them off. So they decided to separate so that Yeni could be safe in her country while Eru tries to eradicate all black magic user in his country so that Yeni could come back and marry him once everything is done. Though don't worry, the 2 years time skip is like a blink of an eye for us, though a pain for Eru and Yeni bcuz they each sent letters for each other but both didn't receive the letters cuz Yeni's family kept the letters from reaching Yeni (so Yeni thought Eru maybe has forgotten her?). Meanwhile, Eru just couldn't stand waiting anymore, and went secretly to Lebovny, managed to kidnapped Yeni and they had snusnu in an inn cuz Eru just couldn't wait anymore ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
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Omg I laughed like crazy reading this chapter . They seriously just went down to smexy time right in front of the door! It's all bcuz Yiyoung went and said: "This time just do without it" (referring to condom)! Daddy Kang just couldn't wait for it no more, but he was still gentle with Yiyoung, saying that he should say if it hurts. Most important, our Daddy Kang blow his load like 3 mins into it and dear Yiyoung was absolutely shocked lmao But then Daddy Kang went to say "why does it feels so good as soon as I put it in?", looking all smexy and satisfied that dear Yiyoung also went and shoot his load (≧∀≦) Then Yiyoung went all embarrassed saying that's it's Kang's fault for looking all sexy ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Seriously, these two will be the death of me hahaha ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
I think it's time for Yugo to say to Asahi that he's cute no matter what. Like we know how Yugo is going around in his head saying: Asahi is cuter, the lipstick would suit him even if he's in boy form etc etc, but he never voiced it to Asahi out loud tho! If Asahi could hear Yugo's thoughts, I bet he'll be so over the moon (and super embarrassed) at the same time (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Unfortunately no, there's currently no english translation for the novel of this webtoon. The spoilers I posted are a summary of the spoiler thread I read in novel updates from readers who bought the Korean novel (who read it with the help of Google translate). Basically the forum thread is kinda all over the place and most are confused by it, so I tried my best to deliver the spoiler by summarizing it in compact but understandable format (I hope I did it justice!)
So once again, no, I don't have the link for the novel ╥﹏╥ Hope this reaches to all!