I love this so freaking much! It reminds me of Kill The Lights BL novel which is similarly great too! If any one of you are interested, you can read it here: https://itslovetranslation.blogspot.my/2015/10/kill-lights-chapters.html
Seriously, you'll love it. Thank me later :D
Cool thanks for the rec!
Right? Since I'd read this novel first, I couldn't shake the feeling of Deja Vu when I read this manhwa Hahahaha, their personalities are so damn similar and even the story of how the seme (well I presume both Si Woon and Noah are seme) had known and fallen in love with the uke had a few similarities too. Both ukes had saved their seme when they were young resulting in an obssesive sort of crush. I'm damn well pleased that I found this manhwa because I had been addicted to body swap stories through the Kill The Lights novel.
This really hits close to home for me. I have a friend like dong gyung (not getting bullied part), the fact that they never share their burden or talk about their problems at all until it's too late. They tend to lash out at the person closest to them at that time. I read a lot of comments about how Yuri is at fault for not realizing about Dong Gyung, but just take it from someone who has experienced this sort of thing, when you are in the middle of it, you do tend to missed the signs in a way because 1) your friend denied of anything bothering them when you directly asked 2) being a friend, you thought its a considerate thing to not press further when your friend denies (as you don't want to appear so hard pressed that they become annoyed of you) 3) you tend to think it's a good thing to wait it out until your friend thinks it's time to share what they truly think.
Truly in this case, you really can't just point the finger at one person. Both are somehow at fault here. It's rather a communication problem rather than the person itself.
OMG I don't know what the hell is going on! I don't know whether to doubt Law or Jesse is just some bat shit crazy guy that went totally insane because of Moritat. But then again, Law is just freaking creepy, with the way he acts (especially burning his own hand with the cigarette). BUT THEN AGAIN, all these instances where Law is acting weird and creepy are all from Jesse's POV and Jesse could be crazy from the very beginning. BUT COME TO THINK OF IT, what about those instances where Jesse woke up from a "nightmare" where he didn't even remember falling asleep from? BUT BUT BUT... *keeps on rambling for the next century but still couldn't form a conclusion*
MY GOSH, what a mind-fuck roller-coaster ride! I TOTALLY LOVE THIS! I mean I can't make head nor tail because of this unique story telling are all from Jesse's POV. I seriously have a doubt about Law and think that all these are Law's revenge against Jesse (especially that hint about the unidentified bodies that were crush by the truck owned by Brown's company). And Law is using Moritat to control and crush Jesse's in a way that once Jesse finds out the truth, he will erased ALL of his memories and start with the torture game from the beginning again and again and again... *shudder* And I think Jesse submitting to Law could be their first time this time around? Law seems creepily happy about it... hmm... Ah seriously, nothing makes sense and I would totally went crazy like Jesse if I was in his shoes. CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT UPDATE!
I do think you are right about the unidentified bodies being connected, but I'm starting to think that if Law is really using revenge against Jesse it's either Laws parents were killed in the at accident or Law made up the stories of Jesse's parents dying and Law is actually the head of that terrorist group who attacked Jesse to get his "memory erase" so he could use it on future people could steal from.
Then again, maybe Law was the original young master who created the memory erasing thing and is testing it out of Jesse to see how far the effects go and that maybe Jesse is the head of the Terrorist group... so many ideas lol! ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
I really don't know what to think at this point. But what really strikes me the most when Jesse asked Law where he got the genetics from, he said it's from his father's side because his father was soaked in blood, and not his mom after the accident. But if you disregard what he said, at look at the flashback during that scene, his mother's dress WAS indeed soaked and I can't identify whether his father's clothes had any blood on it because the cloth is dark in tone =__=
But yes, so many theories and either side of them could be the "villain" in this. If i was inside that mansion, I wouldn't believe in anyone else and keep a distance from everyone (no one gets near to my body, no touching please!)
I somehow had the creepy feeling that Moritat was indeed designed by Law's family side and he is now misusing it against Jesse because he is obsessed with Jesse and wants all him to himself. Maybe Jesse never loves him at all? And Law is desperate enough to manipulate Jesse into thinking that Law is someone who is so important to Jesse that without him, Jesse wouldn't even want to live at all. Huh...
Hmm... I haven't thought of Law creating it... but I don't think that's the case because remember the fat guy who was yelling for Jesse? He was seriously concerned for him and Law couldn't get rid of him because Jesse wanted to know. Who knows, maybe Law is Jesse's half brother from an affair and he could be older so maybe his Mother thinks that Law should inherit the money which could have caused a mental break down in Jesse's mind so he went and killed his parents and Laws parents for feeling "betrayed" ( ̄へ ̄)
That does seem logical but this is beyond pyshcological. Anything we most likely think of is probably not it. But I do feel that Law was the leader of the terrorist group and that he is either messing with Jesse or possibly Law might have fallen in love with jesse and has done such horrible things to him that he is trying to get Jesse to use the Moritat to erase the memories of him hurting him so he can enjoy a life with him... but that's wishful thinking, odds are Jesse is just getting fucked (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I'm just gonna say that this manga is truly a masterpiece! I've been searching for a "yakuza" type manga since forever (found some, but they were just mehh compared to this!) and it feels like I just found the Cave of Wonders in Aladdin because this manga is seriously granting wishes that I don't even know I have (Like how is this even possible?!).
The only regret I have? If only I can zap my brain to forget this manga so that I can feel the hype of "falling in love" with a manga ALL OVER AGAIN! Frickin cute... arghhhh
*reading chapter 48* Oh that spiky hairdo dude seems like bad idea.... *at the end of the chapter *Ahhh FARK!!! CHUN SAM YOU STUPID BOY, DON'T DO IT!!!(╯°Д °)╯╧╧ *flipping every table in existence *
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH BAD AAAAAAAA ヽ(`Д´)ノ