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For those that need the novel link
Ch1 to ch38.2 - https://perpetualdaydreams.com/novel/nhad/nhad-tl/
Ch38.3 to Ch40 - https://mendacity.me/nhad/

Smut begins here <3: https://razentl.com/chapter/dmwp-v2c3-part-2

Highly suggest reading all of it

writing noncon ntr fanfiction of yourself AND enacting it is wild but it’s Leo so it’s fine

for those who want the novel

https://chrysanthemumgarden.com/novel-tl/at/at-1/

SPOILER ALERT SKIP IF U DON'T WANT TO BE SPOILED (◍•ᴗ•◍)
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Turns out he is a manipulator.
He was sent as a spy by MC's mother, (She is strict and wants to know everything about his son (MC)) he became his teacher and purposely hid his alpha pheromones. Then MC went to US,
Even his friend Danny is a spy and reports everything to his mother, but he let things be, as he doesn't have the strength to argue anymore (mc).
Dohyun( ML) knows him from the start.
He hides the fact that he knows him and starts treating him well. He buys him drink and pastry, helps him with his studies. I don't know what he's after yet.
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So ML knew MC’s mom since he was like 10(?). He met her at an orphanage and she happened to sponsor him. She found a family to adopt him. His family loves him. They kept in contact throughout the years but their relationship wasn’t exactly affectionate (?). Anyways one day the mom contacted him and asked him to tutor MC because the mom is worried about him and having someone close in age would maybe help MC open up about his troubles. ML knew from the start about everything and he agreed cause well the mom is his benefactor? He expected MC to be a brat spoiled by the almighty mom but he met a quiet and shy MC and kinda quickly took a liking to him and started worrying about him and everything. He was pretty genuine about how he treated Wooyeon besides how their tutoring started and him getting updates from the mom, when Wooyeon got send home from school because he beat up the bully. He was always worried about him being alone and all that. He was also feeling really guilty the whole time and when Wooyeon confessed ML knew he needed to draw a line and then disappeared. he has been feeling guilty about it since!

So after they met again and MC asked him if he was an alpha. ML first didn’t know it was MC but when his friend told him shortly after that the name was “Seon Wooyeon” ML immediately recognized him and started chasing after him but our MC was quicker and gone. ML really seemed like he wanted to repair the relationship (?) but when they met again at that drinking party MC “pretended” like he didn’t know him, so ML hesitated and thinking MC didn’t recognize him but he was always thinking about confessing and all that. He was nice to him because he felt guilty but also worried and besides that everything was pretty genuine though he could have been less ambiguous lol. none of his actions here were manipulated by the mom. i don’t think he was in contact like that with the mom after he quit tutoring him.

ML was always really torn about confessing to being hired by his mom back when he was a tutor and recognizing him and not saying anything. Of course him not confessing at any earlier point of their budding romance is the cause of their conflict though. happens around 3/4 into the story around chapter 70-ish
(Ps. These are from two diff pov, so I guess it's based on how they view the ml, but idk it depends on your judgement)
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(So these are the spoilers I found so far ( ╹▽╹ ). Also here's the site from where I got it:
https://www.novelupdatesforum.com/threads/alpha-trauma-%EC%95%8C%ED%8C%8C- %ED%8A%B8%EB%9D%BC%EC%9A%B0%EB%A7%88.167594/
Ctto (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) Hope y'all enjoy.)

And also here are the novel links if y'all want to read it.
https://readhive.org/series/83908/
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/alpha-trauma/

Blog link:
https://m.blog.naver.com/PostView.n...ogNo=222231544570&categoryNo=99&proxyReferer=
Novel (raw) link:
https://ridibooks.com/books/297029960?_rdt_sid=event&_rdt_idx=0&_rdt_arg=25238:69431

a creepy stalker nerd who's obsessed with the mc but don't forces himself on him and surprisingly treats him nice and gently in bed vs a cocky freak who doesn't do aftercare and doesn't consider mc's comfortness in sex (pick a struggle)

"ew, this is so toxic!! This is disgusting!! This is rape!!" *Proceed to read it and wait for updates*

I actually like mc, other than his handsome design, his personality is so straightforward. Wdym he’s garbage? He’s direct in his wants and needs from the get go, was never rude to anyone, and was respectful when rejected. Plot-wise, I agree it’s meh, but yall expect every character to be an angel in every story that exist, the hell…

Girl chill theyre homosexuals in love, leave them alone

Girl he's just being a simp, leave him be.

Gurl he's just down bad

Gurl it's fine he's just being silly

At least say that you're sorry too before you fuck him you prick one would've thought communication cost a fortune. Fuckin finally

Dude needs to apologize as well.. I get you were hurt but the garage/warehouse dubcon scene and the fact that you just randomly broke up without a proper explaination

But JJ bitch u better say sorry too later cuz u weren't all right too

Don't get me wrong I'm still glad they made up but DAMN there could not be 2 more incompatible personalities. Not a smidgen of communication until one was literally on the verge of a nervous breakdown???

I still ain't forget how he left Leo on that warehouse floor post-coitus
And thinking about it, isn't it ridiculous? That it took over 4 months for them to talk it out AFTER they broke up?
JJ fr makes me mad lmfao
I'd seriously give his dick the good old one-two grip and twist (off)

I want JJ's pov. I'll never forgive him for how he treated leo without knowing his perspective. Leo did all the work and this conflict. Most of the damage was also on his side just cuz JJ broke up without clear explaination

i’m ready for the dislikes but i’m not satisfied with this. leo apologized but jj didn’t apology for basically SAing leo (i get it was supposed to be consensual but it did not read like that- just made me uncomfortable)

or not being an adult and talking out his problem and just letting it fester inside of him. you see how quickly it was solved when they actually talked? this shit could’ve been over before it even became an issue if jj talked about how he felt…yk how you’re supposed to do when you’re dating someone.

loved the leo was able to admit he was a shitty boyfriend but wish jj was more apologetic for how he treated leo.

It seems that a lot of ppl think that the onus is on Leo to change for the better as though he was the only one who messed up... but like, no, they both hurt each other, the story literally says this. Yeah Leo's problem is that he's self centered, immature, and inconsiderate, and it's not cool that he basically turned his boyfriend into his handler. But the main issue is that JJ cannot communicate his needs in their relationship. Leo literally confronts JJ not once but TWICE and asks wtf JJ had been bottling up all this time and JJ never gives him a direct answer. Like come on man, you can't even be open and honest with your partner of 5 years?

Chapter 1 is basically:
> "Stop saying vague shit or I'm breaking up with you" - Leo
> "Actually, YOU'RE the one getting broken up with" - JJ
> Refuses to elaborate
> Leaves

And then afterwards their interactions mainly consist of JJ refusing to elaborate and then leaving (usually after clapping Leo's cheeks).

Leo is as transparent as glass while JJ isn't just a brick fucking wall, he might as well be the Great Wall of China. JJ built up some years of resentment towards Leo for always having to bail him out yet never communicated this to him, leaving Leo completely unaware that anything was wrong. It's mentioned that they've had fights before, but how many of those fights involved either of them communicating exactly what the other did to hurt them? In their fight in chapter 1, JJ mentions that he's going back to their apartment to pack his things, and that he "already told [Leo] this." The fact that Leo responds with confusion means that JJ probably did just that: he told Leo some time before the story that he was going to pack up his things and leave, but didn't give him a reason why. He was just going to pack up his things and that was that. They never actually TALKED about it.

I suppose JJ's line of reasoning is probably, "I've bailed him out so many times that he should know that I'm fed up with it by now. He should've also noticed that we don't really act much like boyfriends anymore." But Leo doesn't know or notice these things, because he's not a mind reader!! That's why communication is key in a relationship: you should never assume your partner knows how you feel, because chances are that they don't. If you leave a problem unsaid, your partner might not even know it bothered you in the first place!

It's kind of sad, though, because that's how it is in real life. JJ resigned himself to a relationship where he both loves and resents his partner, and once it finally boiled over he had already been mentally checked out for months. They aren't good for each other..... yet I can't help but keep reading