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i don’t have the correct words to accurately depict how satisfying and fulfilling this story was—truly just an amazing plotline. it starts us off already in a really high-stress situation, with two of the main characters surrounded by fire, and then everything else is a flashback that leads up to that moment. it’s about 85 chapters before we’re back in that room with the fire, and within those 85 chapters, so much happens to the characters. there’s so much growth. so much change. so much fluff. there are slight bits of angst, but nothing quite compares to the climax of being trapped in that room with the fire.

i really appreciated how well done this was. there was also an insinuation that one of the female main characters was somehow manipulating the universe through her storytelling. it wasn’t exactly confirmed whether this was actually happening or if it was just a lot of coincidences, but either way i loved how they tied everything together. before anyone even suspects she’s impacting the story, there are a bunch of moments where the characters are like, “what she’s writing is really accurate to what actually happened,” and as readers you kind of just assume she was observing or got lucky. but then she herself starts noticing how similar the coincidences are, and decides to write down a change—and the change genuinely happens. so whether or not this was coincidence or some kind of magic, we never fully know, but i really like it that way. it lets the reader interpret what was actually going on the entire time.

i think all of the characters were really enjoyable and well thought out—even the ones we see as antagonists throughout the story have redeeming qualities, and you begin to understand why they act the way they do. it doesn’t make their actions okay, but it gives them nuance.

i truly think this story broke a lot of boundaries in the boys love genre. one example being that the bottom is actually taller than the top, which never happens in BL. i honestly thought the taller one was going to be the top at first, especially after he had his growth spurt, but i was pleasantly surprised that they didn’t change it. their interactions just felt so human. a lot of times BL characters are boxed into certain archetypes, but what i loved here is that they felt like real people. how they loved each other, how they grew, how they interacted—it all felt very real and authentic.

i couldn’t recommend this story enough. it’s one of a kind, beautiful, and just an amazing read. please read it if you have the chance. phenomenally done.

The translation hot pretty bad around chapter 50. Does anyone know a place where I can read better quality ones up until the translation on here improves?

It gets better at chapter 52, but it would be good to have a place to go to if it happens again. Those two chapters also seem like they'd have important information that I'd want to be able to understand properly.

They become more chopped every chapter but it’s okay, they can be chopped together

Don't know whether I can call Heeseop "official endgame" or not, but last night raw chapter confirmed me that if he's not now, he will definitely be in the near future.

Jihan stared at Heeseop while he was sleeping then said some sensational words and cried. Jihan said this to Heeseop who is still asleep — “why do you keep being kind to point of being foolish because of me, you dumb” and “How can I always be the one you choose?” “I hate myself that I hurt you, that I don’t know that you get hurt when I’m out to somewhere else”. He realized that the way he keeps running away from his own trauma hurts someone else Heeseop instead.

Jihan hugged Heeseop in bed like they were a couple, and Jhan's inner monologue said "If it were you, I would also want to experience unconditional love - with you - who give me groundless courage"

We don’t have to guess anymore guyssss

During the tea scene where Millie asks why did they get married, Edric in the novel says, "If you stop whining like a child and play the role of a wise wife like you are now, I think I can believe the feeling (of love) I felt back then wasn't an illusion." When Millie says nothing in response, he shoos her off and says if she has nothing else to add, he would like her to leave him alone. His reasoning? He was stressed out from subduing the rumors and newspapers of Millie's infertility. He had to fight the royal family to get the articles removed. And he ended up taking his frustration on Millie (kinda implying she doesn't even know the difficulties he had to go through in order to keep her happy. She should be grateful~)

Millie's disappearance:
Felton gifted her an estate. It was an apology for his harsh words when she asked about why they got married. However, right before she got the papers of ownership, she overhear Felton and her MIL talking and found out she's infertile, so the MILk suggested Felton get a mistress. Millie assumed Felton wanted to her to move to the countryside so he can have a mistress at the main house. While she goes to his office to tear up the paper, she finds Felton's drafted divorce papers. She signs it, tucks it back into its secret place, and immediately runs away. She lies to the staff and said she's taking a carriage to the Marchioness (the art patron). No one thinks anything of it. Felton comes home, exhausted, and asks where is Millie? The staff replies and Felton is like okay. Takes a bath, relaxes, and when a few hours pass and Millie is still not in sight, does he then realize something is wrong. He thought Millie was late from coming home bc of the rain. Instead of being worried of her safety, he was annoyed at first. He thought he needed to give Millie a firm warning about come home on time and ordered a carriage to be ready so he can go pick her up himself. When he arrives at the Marchioness', she says Millie never arrived at the appointment, which isn't like her. Millie actually got off the carriage halfway through and decided to walk the rest of the way. And it's during this time she goes missing with the staff being oblivious and inattentive to Millie.

Another scene that wasn't included during Millie's run away arc is that Felton goes to Millie's academy friend's house to see if maybe Millie was there. He finds out the friend was just using Millie so decides to ruin the husband's business.

Felton starts to feel guilt and wonder if what he said to her about "it was love" and if she acted more obedient befitting a duchess was too harsh. But then he is like Millie wouldn't leave home bc of that. She's not so weak to be hurt by his words...right? Even if he was hurtful to hear, Millie smiled the day after and fixed his clothes, and said she would do better. He convinces himself Millie wasn't such a weak and narrow minded woman to leave him over something so minor. He convinces himself that Millie probably fell asleep somewhere while taking shelter from the rain. She's probably home by now and fidgeting while waiting for him. He'll be magnimous enough to forgive her and nod scold her for making him worry. Then he'll apologize for what he said about not loving her anymore.

A month goes by, and his life goes on as normal. He secretly is searching for her but does not put any news or ads out bc he doesn't want to ruin his family reputation.

As he's rummaging through his paper, he finally finds the divorce papers with millie's signature. It is then he realizes why millie ran away. He puts out an ad finally about her disappearance.

3 more months go by since he started advertising for Millie. By now, Millie has been gone 4 months. And I should clarify here. I misremembered the events. It takes about 6 months before Felton finds out "Millie" is dead. Not that he didn't try to find her for 6 months.

Anyway, oh poor, wittle Felton~ His impeccable manners and reputation goes down the drain bc he's pining for Millie. The women of the aristocracy swarm to his home, hoping to become the new duchess, but he's being mean to them! Kicks them out of his home and threatens to ruin their family if they try to seduce him again. He bans women from entering the dukedom ever again. Woe is, Felton! Ppl are gossiping about how crazy he's become.

He goes to Milrod Square, the place where he stood Millie up in the rain. He stands alone in the square and FINALLY, after 4 months, regrets standing Millie up. He starts crying.

5 months after Millie's disappearance, Felton begins to deteriorate (oh boo hoo). He becomes listless, making more mistake at work. He broke his glasses (bc in the diary, Millie said she wanted to be his glasses and so he broke his glasses in some convoluted reasoning Millie needs to be the one to help him see). He was losing contracts and being excluded from important political deals. His entire life's work was unraveling, but Felton didn't care bc only Millie mattered. Nothing else did. Without his glasses, his falls down the stairs, but even as his head is bleeding, he has no reaction (okay, so?)

He orders for a carriage so he can go back to the square to hopefully even find a trace of Millie. But then, when he mistakes someone for her, he gets disappointed. He decides to injury himself. He got a thought in his head. If he gets hurt, wouldn't Millie show up? No matter how much she hates him, she would come back if she heard about his accident right? He thinks maybe Millie regrets leaving him, but is too embarrassed to come back. That made him feel better. Millie will come running back to him with tears on her face and blame herself for his injury. The idea of dying didn't deter him. After all, he is good as dead without Millie (barf!!). So Felton PURPOSELY runs into traffic and gets run over by a carriage.

Anyway, Felton almost died. His body was crushed and he needed 5 blood transfusion. Then the infection almost kills him. 2 months goes by after his accident before he is able to walk again (So this is about 7 months after Millie's disappearance). His accident was a big deal, to the point the imperial family cancelled events. But of course Millie didn't visit him. Felton gets angry. How dare Millie abandon him! He will find her and bring her back, even if it means chaining her up.

The events of Felton confronting his mother is a little different, but essentially he finds out his mother has been poisoning Millie and she is the reason Millie miscarried. He banishes his mother from the estate and revokes the title of duchess from her. Also, while yes, the mom wants him to remarry a noble, the countess didn't play a big role. Francis, also does not have a big part either. He felt sorry for Millie, and he felt like he was the reason Millie ended up marrying Felton and living a miserable life bc he purposely provoked Felton's possessive jealousy. So, like the manhwa, he offered to be her wingman and provoke Felton's jealousy again to respark their passion. When Millie refused him, he told her to watch what she's eating bc she's showing signs of poisoning. That's the extent of his part in the manhwa.

About a week goes by after he kicks the mom out and a man visits the estate and says he cremated Millie. It is only "confirmed" as Millie bc the driver said recognized Millie, and that the person he cremated wore Millie's ring. Once Millie's urn arrived, Felton looked relaxed and relieved, much to the staff's shock (and disgust).

Unlike Felton, Oz did not believe the urn belonged to Millie. She questions and badgers the guy until the guy confessed that he doesn't remember the face well. Only that she was petite, had brown hair, and had a ring on her middle finger. Oz brightens up, realizing then the corpse that was cremated CAN'T be Millie, bc the ring should be on her ring finger. Millie keeps the news to herself, and even pretends to cry when they received the urn bc she feels Millie is finally free from this miserable life.

As Millie is tiding up Millie's room, the butler interrupts her with a funeral invitation he received from Felton. Felton wrote a funeral invitation for both Millie's and HIS funeral. Realizing his intention, the run to Felton's room and they find him with a gun to his temple, ready to kill himself.


Aaaand this is about where the manhwa is. So I'll stop here to avoid spoilers

Now why tf does it feel like I’m reading this through a potato…

I thought this was gonna be another cute lil fluff Bl to read but oh how I was SO FUCKIN WRONG this man is mess up in the head and need serious therapy how do u not want a cute Mc but somone older this is ugh maybe is cause of that freaking nurse that made him mess up in the head n go for older men ugh

no icl this is pissing me off bruh hes not even interesting our mc mogs like whats going on holy man whore sorry ill say it its not misogynistic hes a man we can call him that

no. No. NO. why tf is JIHO FLIRTING WITF THAT BRO?! AND WHY ISN'T IT YUJUN??? EXCUSE ME??? Bro really thought this was fluff AND IM SO WRONG? AND WHY AM I KINDA INVESTED? HA? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??? DUD WHY ARE YOU BLUSHING??? DUD WHYYYYYYYYYY

nah i think i'll drop this.. guess it wasnt cup of my tea

this is kinda messed up but whatever

Nooooo why is he flirting with this man and not the MC???

THAT PSYCHO HO* DOESNT DESERVE MY CUTIE PATOOTIE AT ALL

TOO MANY THINGS ARE HAPPENING WTFFFF1ST OF ALL WHY TF IS HE FLIRTING WITH HIM??? I HAD TO DOUBLE CHECK THE COVER TO MAKE SURE YUJUN WAS REALLY THE ML CUZ WTFFFFI KEPT SCREAMING REF DO SOMETHING CUZ FYM WHAT PERFUME DO YOU USE AND WHY TF WAS HE BLUSHING SM NIGGA YOUR LOVE INTEREST IS YUJUN DONT FW MEAnd 2nd of all I'm crying the 23yo fine shyt clocked his tea so hard lmfaooo Jiho found out he wasn't the og nonchalant alpha

The ml seme deserves better gawddd he’s such a cutie patootie loser, felt bad he’s dealing with some politician’s spoiled ass psycho rich kid lol. Hoping the uke will fell down so badly and regret all shit he’s been doing esp hurting the seme.

I'm at the hotel part in the novel and they're so fuckin sweet with eachother!! Wish the manhwa had included those parts

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(Rather late since I just recovered my mangago account)




Just the main story.
It’s gonna be long since this is from chapter
around 80- 202

I’m starting at the end of the SS-class dungeon since that’s where the raws at. After the noapi resolve the SS class dungeon, mc thought that ml true love is piano who is the former guide of noapi and it was also fueled by rumors from korean netizen so he believed that idea. later despite finishing the SS class dungeon ml and friends are still not back because ml found a guide amplifier in the dungeon and plans to know more about it pretty much the gadget can make a A class seem like they can guide to mid S class, and he recruited another guide just for purpose of experimenting on the amplifier. After 2 weeks ml returns to korean and lead mc to a newly build office and they plan to register as a formal group not a underground one also planning to change their group name (I have a memory of a goldfish and I forgot the guild’s name, just it’s not noapi anymore)

ML was all excited seeing MC and taking him in a tour to the building and doing some romantic rizzing while MC he replies to them but deep down he was anxious and depressed that ML is now done with him and he has to leave (as so he believes) and despite MC also going with the flow with ML’s romantic gestures his gestures seems lacking and ML was starting to get anxious but he doesn’t know from what is causing MC’s changes. He speculated that maybe MC thought piano was ML’s lover but ML’s friends told him that’s not it cause MC must have known piano is ML’s brother since that was a known fact in America and MC grew up and worked as a formal guide in America so he must have known( well mc doesn’t know cause he was imprisoned by some asshole in America way back, I’ll expound on this later) so ML scratched that idea. The next day ML was gonna meet mc but he wasn’t in the former office and the his friend (white haired one) told him that MC is in the new office and he also told him that the new guide is also in the office.


ML was rushing there cause he was afraid MC will misunderstand that they are kicking him out since they have a new guide and he didn’t really inform MC that they will have a new guide nor about the experimentation about the amplifier(cause he was afraid MC will leave him if he found out about the amplifier) anyways ML was right on the ball MC did misunderstand but he just hid the thought and didn’t really open it up to ML and ML thought his idea was wrong and that everything is okay he then proceeds to threaten the new guide to stay away and never show her face to MC.


- How MC ran away -

So after the misunderstanding about the new guide, MC invites ML one day to have a date and eventually invites ML to have sex as well (he want to have sex for a last time) then the next morning MC woke up alone since ML went to a meeting and he left a note to MC about it, MC took this chance to pack up and leave, he left his phone and some money he got from the job and a note that he left. Later ML was mad about how the meeting took long and he wanted to spend more time with MC, however MC was not picking up his calls for a whole day, so he ask his friend (the white haired one) to check MC since he was worried MC might got abducted or something there his friend found the note and how all of mc’s items were missing.




-MC’s past-
(This one I don’t remember much, since I just speed read this part of novel)

So MC is an orphan and during his time in the orphanage he found out he is a guide which he got delighted cause the priest told him that guides help espers. When he grew up he joined a guild and that guild faced a SS class dungeon where all of MC’s team died and he struggled to escape that’s where he got the fears on dungeons. Later he joined another guild where he met the guy who imprinted him. That guy is some A-class esper and he is the younger brother of the leader of that guild I forgot their names. Anyways that guy got extremely possessive towards MC where he would chain MC in their house and abuse him physically and mentally like he would keep reminding MC that it’s MC’s fault that his comrades died because of MC or that MC’s inadequate and useless. He would also starve MC. Later that guild had a new recruit esper who MC befriends with as he discovered MC in the house of that sick esper guy, later he help MC escape and was killed in the process by that asshole esper MC also killed the esper by refusing to guide him after the other esper fought him and almost killing him. MC later worked random jobs that aren’t related to guiding like working in laundry shops, restaurants etc… to save money to go back to korea. As per wishes of his friend he got back to guiding jobs and applied to noapi.


-How ML found him-
(Imma skip some parts on MC’s adventure)

so after going town after town he eventually got into a mountain where he met a old man who let him stay at their house. There MC would help the old man on his daily life like farming and groceries. So one day the old man told MC he has to go down the mountain to buy food supplies, MC went with him since the old is kinda somewhat disabled he has a hard time speaking and is limping. And during shopping he saw that the news that Andante was looking for him and is posting a huge amount of money to anyone who can provide an information about him. So MC covered his face and went back to the mountains with the old man. He wondered why andante would be searching for him when his job was already done. MC then thought it must have been because of ML’s gift. ML gave MC piano’s monster core, the core looks like a gem and it gives a strong shield if the user/owner feels extremely threatened/scared. MC thought ML is searching for him because he took that core with him and believed that the core must have been for the guild guide only. He then got upset saying “if you gonna ask for it back you shouldn’t have gifted it to me in the first place” anyways later he MC went down of the mountain and purchased a phone but the phone didn’t work lol, so he had to rent one. He used it to call haechang to ask for favor that maybe he can send the core to him and haechang can give it to andante. In which Haechang just kept on silence and kept asking “is this hyeseop-shi?” And then Haechang’s guide shouted “ Hyeseop! Run as far as you can! Don’t let him Find yo-“ which send MC to panic and worried something might have happened to Haechang and his guide he kept asking is they were alright then later Andante’s voice answered the phone “hyeseop, where are you right now” MC almost dropped the rented phone after hearing Andante’s voice. Andante keep talking in the phone assuming that some hooligans kidnapped hyeseop since he was indenial that Hyeseop left him on his own. He was saying
“who! who was it that took you from me!”
“You can’t tell me? Why? ohhhh it must be because of those people! They deserve to die! they took you from me hyeseop those people deserve to die!”

then hyeseop clarified that he isn’t kidnapped and that he left on his own. in which angered andante that he shouted in a chilling voice “where are you” and hyeseop hung up, returned the phone and went back to the mountains.

Later at night hyeseop packed up and was ready to leave cause andante might figure out where he is, but the old man proudly showed him his home-made kimchi that he wanted hyeseop and him to eat, so hyeseop decided to delay and decided to leave next morning instead. at midnight hyeseop noticed a luxury car parked at the mountain and ML got out of it. There he found hyeseop.

Upon finding hyeseop he was acting like a mad man, that he kept saying everything is okay and hyeseop should go back with him, and hyeseop kept refusing. So andante asked him why and what was the cause of hyeseop’s running away.

“It must have been that new guide! Did that shit tell you something? She must have told you something! it’s okay hyeseop when we get back I will remove her in our guild, you will be the only guide again when we go back”

“No… that’s not it hyung, she didn’t tell me anything, I left on my own”
“Then tell me! why are you leaving me!”
“Because Im not of use anymore and you don’t even love me, it was all one sided”
“Who is the bastard that told you that! No, I love you hyeseop”
“Hyung do you think I’m an idiot?”

Then later after few exchanges, Andante realize he loves hyeseop and confesses but hyeseop took it as empty words just andante saying it so he’d go back with him. Later andante ask if he left because he wanted to break up, hyeseop then replied “yes I want to break up” in which angered andante. ML then grabbed MC’s arm tightly that MC complained it hurts and looked at MC obsessively kept trying to drag MC to his car claiming MC is his and breaking up is not possible. MC then got ptsd from how ML was looking at him with the same obssesive eyes as his former asshole esper and MC has phobia on that it then activates piano’s core since MC was extremely scared towards ML. Forming a shield which made ML separate from MC. This shocked ML to know that MC was genuinely scared of him.

While ML was trying to manipulate MC to give him back the core so the shield deactivates(because he can’t touch and drag MC due to the shield) a dungeon gate formed at MC’s back. ML was forced to finish the dungeon as it is dangerous, while ML was in the dungeon clearing it as fast as he can so he can drag MC back to seoul, MC took this as a chance to use a teleport scroll to leave ML. After ML got out of the dungeon, MC is missing and he asked the old man where Hyeseop go, the old man who has disability and can’t speak pointed at the dungeon gate, he was trying to say that Hyeseop went to some dungeon gate since Hyeseop’s teleporting scroll formes a dungeon gate like portal after activating, but ML misunderstood and thought MC went to the dungeon after him, so he went back to the dungeon, and turn it upside down looking for hyeseop but he failed. Later ML assumes that hyeseop was stuck at the dungeon and his guild took any dungeon because the dungeon closed before he could find hyeseop, but the dungeon was a connecting type dungeon. He assumed hyeseop is now traveling dungeon to dungeon trying to find a way to escape. Andante was going dungeon after dungeon that made their newly registered guild to rank 1 because he was looking for hyeseop, after years of looking other guild members convinced Andante that hyeseop died in the dungeon which drove andante to madness.


While hyeseop, he teleported to Argentina and stayed in a random family who took him in. There he lived like a normal citizen and he also try to not listen anything related to andante so he doesn’t know that andante kick his new guide out and is almost dying from overusing his abilities by going dungeon to dungeon trying to find his ass.


While this was happening, Haechang was dying in envy and anger that Andante robbed him from rank 1. He then try’s to investigate a way to get back to Andante.


2yrs later, Hyeseop’s friend who is the son of the family who took him in manifest as a esper and was accepted in haechang’s guild and was planning to relocate to korea with his family. Upon training in korea, he accidentally mentioned hyeseop to Haechang in which Haechang found out hyeseop is alive and is in Argentina. Haechang then flew their and manipulated hyeseop in joining his guild in-exchange he will help hyeseop guide Andante in secret and provide protection against Andante (for a bit context, this time around Hyeseop accidentally found out that Andante is currently in coma due to using his powers in defeating dungeon to dungeon and is severely in need of guiding)


So Haechang did help him guiding Andante in secret and made Andante’s condition improved and he woke up. Upon waking up andante went into hysterical kept shouting to give him hyeseop back because he knows only hyeseop was capable of guiding him to this full extent. Koda then refused to tell him anything related to hyeseop (again for context, koda was there when hyeseop was guiding andante because he was scheduled to guard andante’s ward when Haechang and hyeseop arrived, but he can’t tell Andante anything because he has agreement to Haechang)

(skipping some unecessary hyeseop duties to haechang’s guild)


Later Haechang appoints Hyeseop as his assigned guide as his former guide (the pretty boy with a long white hair, forgot his name) quit and joined some French guild. Hyeseop asked the reason of his quiting but Haechang refuse to tell him. So hyeseop was now tasked to join Haechang to every meetings and every public events like a partner/escort. So Hyeseop was escorting Haechang to a banquet party and Andante was also attending that party.


When Andante appeared he saw how close Hyeseop and Haechang are and that it wasn’t a lie when he heard Hyeseop is with Haechang. Out of jealousy, Andante stride to Haechang and Punched him. Shouting at haechang “how dare you touch him”, “how dare you steal him” etc.. in which his guild members had to hold him to prevent him from assaulting Haechang further. But Haechang angered him more by claiming that Hyeseop is now his guide and that Hyeseop is now in their guild he even ask hyeseop to hold his hand and they showed their back to andante attempting to leave the banquet. However Andante snapped and threw punches to Haechang that send Haechang unconscious. While punching him he kept saying things like “Hyeseop is mine!” “how arrogant of you to think you can steal what’s mine!” “I’m the only SS-class esper in the world even if hyeseop is in your guild I can force him to be mine, The national government will force Hyeseop with me due to my status”


While this was happening Hyeseop froze from fear due to Andante’s obsessive acts he was think that Andante is like his previous esper and that he drove every esper of his into obsession. but later he got up is courage to stop Andante as Haechang might die from the assault. After Hyeseop told him he won’t be with him and with that scared look at his face Andante went silent.


Later Hyeseop kept working as a guide in the guild and his health was deteriorating and was eventually sent to hospital. Then it was revealed that the cause was because of how he pushed his limit when he guided Andante during his coma. And that if he kept guiding Andante Hyeseop might die.


This information was then told to Andante by Koda, and explained that he didn’t tell andante about hyeseop because of the possibility that Hyeseop might die if he stays with Andante.


Later Hyeseop gets his guiding stat? (Idk status Re evaluation??? Just overall rechecking his status as a guide) and he met koda. Later Koda explained to Hyeseop everything that was misunderstanding about Andante (the new guide and the amplifier) and also he clarified that Piano is Andante’s brother and Piano is his boyfriend not Andante’s. This help Hyeseop understand everything, he tried reaching Andante but Andante was refusing to answer and Andante was skipping meetings to avoid seeing him (for context andante used to attend all meeting and would just stare at hyeseop the whole meeting)


Later there was an emergence of increasing number of dungeons due to the connecting dungeons and Andante’s role was needed as there will be a S-class dungeon appearing with those connecting dungeons. So it was agreed in the meeting that Hyeseop will guide Andante for 10days and would provide about 1-2hrs guidance everyday for 10days despite them being in a different guild. Andante would appear in these meeting an hour or more early waiting for hyeseop but he would only let him guide him for 10mins max the rest of the time he won’t let hyeseop go home early and he would just stare at hyeseop. Later Hyeseop got his result from the reevaluation on his health and his status as guide. And it was revealed that he turned out to be a SS-class guide. He was feeling unwell because he was transforming from S-class to SS-class and the trigger of this transformation is Andante, due to the exposure to a higher rank Hyeseop’s body adjusted.


He then told Andante this hoping to get back with him. But Andante didn’t believe him and was assuming that Haechang must have lied to Hyeseop about the result and he won’t take chances as he is afraid he might end up killing Hyeseop.

At the day of the S-class dungeon appeared. Hyeseop brought evidence of his transformation which was his medical records and he talk to Andante, Andante was delightful that Hyeseop is willing to be with him again and that him killing hyeseop is just a myth and that issue was solved. However Andante has phobia of Hyeseop leaving him after clearing a dungeon. So he cleared the dungeon as soon as he can. In like 3mins. However he was devastated to find hyeseop missing again after clearing the dungeon.

Here some of his dialogues
“Where is he? Hyeseop? Why is he not here?”
“ did I just hallucinate everything again? was everything a lie?”
“Did you leave cause I didn’t say the right answer?”
“What was the answer hyeseop?”
“Are you leaving me again?”

He was going mad and curling in the floor that hyeseop left him again. It turns out Hyeseop just went to the toilet and that Andante finished the dungeon so fast that Hyeseop wasn’t done in toilet yet. So meeting hyeseop Andante spoke to him that he thought Hyeseop left him again, Hyeseop then Reassured andante that what happened was real and they going to get back together.


Andante then dragged hyeseop to his guild office and using aegyo and his tears to delaying hyeseop from returning to his house. While Hyeseop’s friend (the son of the family who took care of hyeseop) was itching to go home since his little sister can’t sleep without hyeseop. (For context, he was there because hyeseop isn’t allowed to be in a different guild without supervision, also hyeseop lives with him)

Eventually Hyeseop manage to go home and Andante was complaining about how he just got back with his boyfriend but now they have to leave him alone. Andante then also assume that since he and hyeseop is back together hyeseop would resign from haechang's guild, in which to his suprise hyeseop intended to complete his contract. This then upsets Andante but decided to give Hyeseop freedom because hyeseop doesn’t like obsession.

2days later Andante found out from Cerny that Hyeseop is getting engaged. Cerny met hyeseop accidentally and he saw him in a good pair of suit with a flower and overheared that Hyeseop is going to an engagement ceremony. This angered Andante and he drove as fast as he can to find where Hyeseop is getting engage while mumbling, that his time with hyeseop isn’t even nearly enough now he has to share with someone else. Upon going there and interrupting Hyeseop’s “engagement ceremony” it turns out it was just some child’s play. For context the youngest daughter of the family that took care of hyeseop in Argentina has a huge crush on hyeseop and she wanted to have a small engagement ceremony with hyeseop, she kept crying so the family had to ask hyeseop to just get along with it, and hyeseop agrees. Later that kid cried after Andante destroyed her engagement ceremony and told her that hyeseop isn’t legally allowed to marry a civilian who isn’t a esper or a guide, because hyeseop is a highly valued guide (the only SS-class guide known)


Months later Hyeseop, finish his contract to Haechang’s guild and didn’t renew it, he bid farewell to Haechang and Andante was waiting in the car. As soon as hyeseop got in he handed him a contract while rizzing hyeseop on the way to their guild.

- main story end


Wow you got this far LOL congratz

I think that mc and ml knew eachother in the "other world" and I think that they both transferred into a novel after dying in some accident.. Bc you see, in chap 6 mc has a dream with memories from his previous life and he meets a sunbae there that has the same earnings as ml, which lead me into thinking that they are the same person.

Also after mc tells ml that he has a little brother, ml mentions. that he was pretty sure mc has a younger sister, which is true but in the "other world". I think ml lost most of his memories but remembered a few things like for example, mcs face. I think that's why ml let mc drag him around when they first met and paid for mcs hospital bills.

These are just my speculations so if anyone has read the novel pls spoil me!

Where do I find the novel? I searched for this tittle on novel updates and nothing came out.

what chapter in the novel is chap. 16?