
Heroine's story is tragic but this happens to many of us. The realization that the parent that abuses you either mentally or physically or both is also taking care of you and they are doing their best to support you. Its so cruel because you can't just see them as a bad person and blame them for everything. Yes, they are responsible for your suffering and for bringing you into the world but good deeds can't be easily forgotten. Those small acts of love that hurt so much after the suffering... Growing up into adulthood is realizing people are complex like that. Even the best people have bad flaws. And at one point you have to come to terms with the hate and love you feel for that person. Running away from the complex feelings can work but peace lies in acceptance.
I'm so sad about how bad the translations have gotten. Like I don't even expect perfect translation but the basic tenses are wrong and I have no clue what half of the sentences even mean. What is the point of those kind of translations? I would rather wait for an official translation or a fan one that takes a long time but I can actually understand it.