after reading the novel, i must say bastian ranks top on my list, next bjorn and lastly matthias. I noticed among solche's works, bastian had a lot of point of views compared to bjorn and matthias thats why i, as a novel reader, somehow understood his personality. his flawed character is well-written (imo). later parts of the novel showed how he loves odette in his own ways. his character is like that bc of the hate and anger he feels towards his father, step mom and step bro. the death of his bio mom and sister who's still in mom's womb was bc of his step mom. his father cheats. his step bro drew indecent arts of odette. the dog he grew fond of was hurt by fam and became rabid, ending bastian killing it and him having trauma to dogs. odette deceived him by taking and burning his plan to bring down his dad's business. he's forced to stand up on his own by being naval admiral coz his fam won't stop degrading him.
I'm so used to reading stories with trash characters and cliche plot (half thanks to wtpad) so his trash character and personality isn't new to me but i understand him (idk maybe because im a psych student and understanding ppl's traits and personalities is always on?) I got a love-hate feeling on him and odette lol
angsty straight manhwas/mangas that will make me bawl my eyes out or will make me cry for years?? the one with a scene or two that will make my heart ache so bad bonus if it has sad ending (coz I haven't encountered a story with a sad ending)
prefer fantasy/romance with villainess or smthn
pls im so thirsty help me
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sodom_no_hana_ni_kiraboshi/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/there_is_no_place_for_fakes/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/this_witch_of_mine/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/aisha/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_wife_whom_i_loved_dearly/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_fiance_is_in_love_with_my_little_sister/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_lollipop_or_a_bullet/
Also Adabana (it's not on here but im still crying over it)
so far, i cant hate ari (the side chick) coz she didnt know that red haired guy shes interested with has a live-in partner. i just hope shes not the type of woman who clings herself with that thing with red hair after knowing he is with someone else. and that red head really have the audacity to fantasize a happu family with the fl? really bruh?
Im pretty sure she gonna trun into that type of woman that would cheat even after knowing his married because she in love.
i feel she will turn into a clingy type at some point because shes already in love with red head and is talking about marriage. My best guess is shes going to accidentally on purpose get pregnant to trap him because he dreams of a family
LET HIM GET TRAP WITH HIS TRASHY ASS
def agree let the trash take its self out, she has better waiting in line