I’m sorry... this is extremely sad and heart breaking... this is not a simple breakup. This is an entire “I couldn’t find you and thought you were dead. I stuck around as long as I could... but I needed to move on in order to survive.” kind of issue here.
It’s a “I never left you, but I couldn’t come back” issue.
And there’s also the new guy, whom IS CREEPY AF, but it’s because he’s been with the top for lord knows how long, he’s helped the top crawl out of the pits of hell, he’s probably watched the dude fall to pieces. And what they feel for each other is probably love..
This is not a typical breakup. Because neither wanted to breakup, but one needed to and ended up finding another person they cared about...
I really want the uke to be happy.. I want someone to help him. I feel so sad for him and wanted to throw up while reading this. You can feel his emptiness and utter despair, and nothing was - directly - his fault. But his entire life has been flipped upside down.
Sorry if this is TMI.
My friend knows a dude who’s like... girthy? Only freaks want him. Normal girls can’t, and don’t, date him... he’s inconvenienced by his genitalia.
On the other hand, I frequently “exercised” with another dude who’s package was enormous... like no walking the next day sized... we call him “voodoo dick” and “demon dick” cause he can screw you into next month, but his personality was garbage. I would love to have that every day, so what’s up with this dude not getting lucky. I feel like it’s a lie.
1.) meth is a haaaard pass y’all. Caffeine is addictive enough. But mix it up with some meth and y’all will look like a hipster garbage bag. A pair of Ray-Ban‘s and no teeth.
2.) in the previous chapter, his little buddy buddy put a similar pill in his drink and it dissolved like Alka-Seltzer.
2. A) is that how “yaba” even works??? Askin for a friend.
2. B) that’s a clue y’all. BIL be supplying this fizzy super-coffee drug. Case cloooooosed
Lotta hate on Moonkyul... my dudes... if you’re gonna hate him, hate him for practically (actually) forcing Ewon into a sexual relationship. Don’t hate him for “lying about his relationship with the chairman.” Don’t hate him for saying the chairman was a father figure. The chairman WAS his father figure. The chairman groomed him, basically equated a sexual relationship to a father/son relationship. And he never had actual feelings for the chairman... so of course he wouldn’t say that he felt anything more than a parental relationship with the chairman.
Also y’all seem to be forgetting: When Ewon found hair in the bed he shared with Moonkyul and asked about that, Moonkyul did fess up to/ agree that he had relations with the chairman. Soooo...
Moonkyul was a victim, who also fell in love with Ewon, but wouldn’t be able to provide for Ewon if he left the chairman. Yes. It was wrong and disgusting of him to gaslight Ewon... but we ALL KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON. Ewon knew what was going on, that’s why he asked Moonkyul to cut ties with the chairman. With or without the author confirming it in these little side episodes. And Ewon is also a victim, as Moonkyul is not the most untoxic person to walk this planet. He is obsessive, controlling, unyielding, and quite abusive (particularly in the first half of the original story).
They have both grown a lot, and got past their massive faults and insecurities. If you’re gonna pretend that Moonkyul wasn’t having sex with the chairman, and that he’s the bad guy for being groomed by a pedo, that’s on you.
Also... this is all fiction, and any person willing to be in a relationship that started off like Ewon & Moonkyul’s probably has a lot of problems and insecurities.