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Okay. I'm not going to rate this because I'd feel bad for the scanlation group who uploaded it here if I give it a 1 star so I'll just comment. Started with rape, continued with repeated assault, teasing, then uke fell in love. Idk how anyone could like something as ridiculous as this. Sure, the writing style and art was so cute, and I hoped there was some kind of redemption at the end, but there was NONE. AT ALL. I finished reading this because I don't want to judge before I know how it ended but it was just pure b*llsh*t and even the sex scenes didn't get me to react because I was just utterly disgusted not just from the seme but also the uke. Like, okay? I was raped, I kept being assaulted, but I realized it feels good so I liked him. HUH.
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I don't understand why you guys are hating on Sawahata. I know he expresses himself in a superior way but can't you see Hoshizaki doesn't let him take over? The thing with Sawa being jealous over his friends and Yuusei's brother was totally adorable for Yuusei because he knows that Sawa isn't actually all smiles like how he shows people at school (he himself said that he knows) and he appreciates the fact that Sawa is acting like that. Also, Sawa acts as a superior narcissist because he totally doesn't know how to express himself so he comes out annoying. You see, the both of them are being misunderstood by other people and I think Sawa acts like this because Yuu is the first one who actually gets him and still accepts him as he is. Sawa is huge but they're still kids you know.
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Yuusei is a kid with no friends or anyone close except for his brother family. He’s underdeveloped socially, so he doesn’t even know that the behavior he’s experiencing from his bf is abusive as fuck and not “adorable” or something he should be “appreciating.” There are a ton of teens in abusive relationships, so them being kids mean absolutely nothing. Dude is a psycho who’ll only get worse as Yuusei continues to grow as an individual and expand his social circle (that is if he’s even allowed). We’ve already seen how likable he is once people give him a chance, and as more people do, expect that asshole to push back with manipulation and possessiveness. And I don’t mind a possessive seme, but I just wasn’t feeling it with this couple in this story.
Lmao sorry I just had to comment this before I continue. I'm rotfl with all that clothing patterns Kyle wears that Iliyan makes fun of, author's a genius adding those for the comedy afhjkdkfllagg hahahaha
oh baby this is just the beginning