EDIT: My main issue with Jake is he GAVE UP on life immediately and it gets in my nerves so much. He attempted suicide. Who is affected the most when that happens? The uke. The uke who has been in some deep shit for years cause of the seme. The uke who has had the most grief from losing his own child (and having a very sick kid), to losing a "lover" because of a child he miscarried. you know what's worse? he's gonna think it's his fault if jake died (but he didn't die cause the author says so).
So, now uke has to take care of seme. I get the direction the author is trying to take with the story. But I'm still pissed at Jake's character. He shouldn't be the one to choose his own punishment. Dying is such an easy and cowardly way out of the pain. Because being in pain is the very privilege of the living, of being alive. Uke should be getting angry at him and scream "YOU BETTER NOT DIE. YOU BETTER BE HERE FOR ME FROM NOW ON. YOUR PUNISHMENT IS TO KEEP LIVING WITH THE FACT THAT YOU DID KILL OUR KID AND MAKE UP FOR IT AS A CONSEQUENCE. IT'S SO UNFAIR IF YOU LEAVE THIS WORLD AND LEAVE ME ALL ALONE AGAIN TO FEND FOR MYSELF."
i would love to see a scene like that.
(disclaimer: before anyone rages in the comments, I'm not hating on the author. I think authors who can evoke strong emotions out of their readers are amazing. I'm just making an analysis on Jake)
uke is the one who lost a baby. and then had to give away another one of his children. now his only remaining child is very sick. uke should be the one frustrated and tired but now he needs to take care of you too??? it may be best to stop dreading the past. move forward and take responsibility and treat your uke right from now on cause based on what you've done in the previous chapters, you never did.
ikaw na nga may kasalanan, ikaw pa ang nagdadrama mukha niyo po sir, ang kapal talaga. kelangan na mag face mask
Nagdrama? He found out that he killed his child. He's not being dramatic, he really hates himself. You can't just move on from something like that quickly. He should take some responsibility, but it can't be like "Oh, I killed my child, I'm sad" and the next day "I am over it, I will do all the right things right now even thought I just found out I killed my child a yesterday". If it was like that I would think there was something wrong with him. You just don't pick yourself up from something like that that quickly. As much as I would love to see him do the right thing for Sean and Emily, I think it's fair for him to feel what he's feeling.
P.S. As much as I disagree with you, I laughed at the face mask bit.
lol i getchu
shizu: hiiragi probably likes yuki
*flashback to chapter 32*
hiiragi: I LOVE SHIZU SO MUCH! FIRST, HIS FACE! THEN HIS VOICE I-
lol at the author listening to the voice actors moaning "ohmygod its a sex sceneee"
nooo all my hard boiled eggman needs is his gold T_T
OMAYGAHD omygaahd ohmygod its here im so happy im gonna cry
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for the first time,my gaydar was wrong:
gyoon (purple hair) is the top and jihye is the bottom
WHERE!
Whhhhhhhat? I was wrong too! Wow, now I really want to see!!!!(≧∀≦)
raws at toonkor.wiki/수화
Well what a pleasantly surprising PLOT TWISTTT ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
I figured. Where are you seeing the raws
Don't worry, I bet many of us thought that it was Gyoon who will be uke and Jihye top. Have a bad feeling that the author has seen all of us expect that and wanted to screw us all XD I still wanted to be optimistic that they will change their position XD
i dont want them to break up but i also dont want him to be a lonely snek T_T author get another man in here y dont u