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I have mixed feelings on if I like this or not. At first the bottom was annoying me with his crying but then you learn he was graped. So this explains why he is so scared and crying all the time. I also don’t understand why he agreed to this when he has trauma. The next thing is the top doesn’t even explain that their deal is basically a BDSM type of relationship. I do like that the top is trying to explain things to the bottom and go slow because he can even tell the bottom is scared and doesn’t know anything. But he still never even really explains that it’s a BDSM relationship. The top also created a safe word for the bottom to use and he ignores the bottom when he actually used it during their first time having s3x. So basically it was grape since the bottom was running away. Besides that the top does take care of the bottom with all the aftercare, ointments and checking on the bottom making sure he is okay. Like that one grape scene was not needed.
If they both just communicated with each other, the bottom about his grape and trauma and the top regarding BDSM and what to expect I feel like this would be amazing. But because of the one unnecessary grape scene I’m not sure if there will be more later. I just don’t want any abuse or more grape if the bottom used the safe word again. For now I will continue this story.