Seriously I'm supportive of celebrating one's sexual liberties and all and I couldn't give two shits about him sleeping around but how dare he keep leading the poor seme on and yet keep destroying him by (purposely?) having sex with other people knowing that the seme will see, and just generally treating him like dirt when he knows the seme loves him.
A sick twisted sadist like him doesn't deserve to be loved.
These new chapters have made me fall in love with the series all over again. Especially Maya's apology, god damn I nearly cried. I was so proud of him and I never quite realized before just how much it was needed but when it happened, it felt like their relationship had reached a whole new level. Maya's entire inner monologue, "you're so important to me that it terrifies me", ugh that was so touching.
(Also Maya cosplaying as a butler and saying "please open your legs, master", lord help me)