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Why can’t people just understand that if you don’t like then just stop reading it, if you’re uncomfortable, then just go away n look for another story which is not “incest”. Stop engaging yourself with something you feel uncomfortable with and stop shoving your opinion to others’ throat. If you don’t like it then it’s fine, different people have different preference after all. Stop trying to lecture people who does not share the same preference as yours

I kinda wish the side couple story is also translated.. Hahahah their story is interesting as well! And they had kid!

Maybe i have big interest for enemy to lovers trope like this couple

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This is a long one hshshs

An incident planned by the Emperor and the king’s wife resulted in Shen Yu falling into a ravine and was found by the Emperor. They spent the night in a cave and the Emperor was smitten by Shen Yu. He couldn’t help but kissed him. The next morning, the King of Zhenbei saw both of them coming out from the cave and got super jealous. Thereafter, Shen Yu lost favour and their relationship was a downward spiral.

By now, Shen Yu was already deeply in love with the King, but the king ignored him and even took in another male concubine (HongLian, who later became General Song’s partner). It was heart breaking when Shen Yu saw shadows and moans of them having sex.

Shen Yu worked as a slave in the household and eventually told the king he’s leaving the household to look for his mother. But he learnt that his mother was taken away by someone...

Shen Yu was later kidnapped by the King’s vicious wife who hired a few burly men to rape him, only to be raped by the men instead, thanks to HongLian. Haha.. Good riddance! The King’s new male concubine, HongLian saved Shen Yu and the latter took refuge from the Emperor.

The Emperor was jealous that the King had such a beautiful concubine Shen Yu and wanted Shen Yu for himself. Yet, the King wanted to divorce his vicious sister. As a result, their relationship soured and the Emperor planned to remove power from the King. This led to a rebellion by the King who was later captured and was imprisoned by the Emperor. Shen Yu met the King in prison and asked for the whereabouts of his mother but the king refused to say and instead raped Shen Yu in prison. That day, the King managed to escape from prison and eventually succeeded in overthrowing the Emperor and became the new Emperor of DaJing.

Shen Yu went to find his mother but he was a step too late when his mom was killed during the chaos. He fainted and was looked after by the new Emperor.

The death of his mother devastated Shen Yu that he no longer felt the love for Jun XuanXiao. There was a lot of angst between the couple and now JXX wanted Shen Yu to stay by his side. Shen Yu only wanted to be free and he hated and feared to be with JXX.

An incident caused the King to give “poison” to Shen Yu. The king was devastated when Shen Yu downed the poison. It was not a real death because their doctor friend, Bian ShiSi gave Shen Yu a pill to pretend to be dead, unknown to the couple.

JXX finally realised his mistakes and that Shen Yu was the only thing he cared about in this world. But he’s gone. The doctor friend revived Shen Yu who started to talk a little. After awakening from his false death, Shen Yu started a new episode of life.

Subsequently, Shen Yu left JXX to look for his Chu Family. JXX wanted to be near Shen Yu but was afraid to be rejected by him. Thus he followed Shen Yu as his bodyguard masquerading his face with a ghost mask to hide his identity. He also pretended to be mute.

Now we have a role reversal! Shen Yu talks a lot whilst JXX is now a mute!!!! They spent time in the Chu family and Shen Yu was attracted to his mute bodyguard. Somehow a part of JXX in his memory was sealed off after his awakening from his “false death”.

After almost falling off the horse and saved by JXX, Shen Yu finally remembered his ex-husband. He suspected and was almost sure his masked bodyguard was JXX.

An unexpected attack by the Huns on the Chus which sent the couple to run for their lives finally reconciled them. That day, Shen Yu was about to marry his cousin Chu Ling to carry on his family line. But the Xiong Nu /Huns attacked and JXX came to his rescue. JXX promised to assist the Chu with his ZhenBei army if Chu Ling exchanged it with the mpreg pills. Thereafter JXX was injured severely and finally revealed to Shen Yu his identity. He tied Shen Yu on the horseback and told him to ride to the north to get assistance from his army and General Song Qing.

Eventually the Huns were subdued and the Chu family was saved and the couple had an ultra sweet happy ending. Too sweet, I was almost going to have diabetes!

There is even mpreg in this novel whereby Shen Yu got pregnant.

I just felt the change in JXX towards the end is unrealistically sweet and cheeky, it’s so unlike his initial character. But things change and people change through major life-changing events. Even Shen Yu became very talkative and bubbly, confident and intelligent and enjoyed reading ministers’ reports.

This was the full spoiler I found in Novelupdates. I had to search for it because of all the spoiler post.
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(Post from novelupdates)

I remember reading the novel way back, and there are alot of dirty witty jokes about the emperor’s stamina in bed etc. lol but the most memorable scene was when the Empress & Emperor finally confessed their feelings and was acting lovey dovey when suddenly there was a messenger saying concubine Lin had an illness and the Emperor had to leave...

Then just before the ML left for Lin’s place, the MC asked him to stay with her because she just had this feeling that something bad was going to happen  though the ML still left the empress to see Lin but Lin was all fine, just wanted to eat something together lol so the ML asked Lin did you fake the illness you never did this before etc. While they were still talking and taking their sweet time together a messenger came rushing and told the empress was kidnapped from her place by some assassins...

Then the emperor rushes to the MC’s palace, only to see everything in disarray and calls for a horse to go look for her while everyone was discouraging him saying it was dangerous. He goes after the empress and finally finds her but she is bleeding and he was crying and shaking her body really hard repeating “Empress wake up/say something...” and he loses MC to the assassins somehow again (? I don’t really remember the details) and he cries hard recalling the MC’s last words “can’t you stay with me because I have a bad feeling something bad is going to happen”

The MC was nowhere to be found for 2 years and during that time the ML turns into tyrannical king and everyone says it is due to the death of the empress. The ML finally fell in love with her, only to lose the MC so quickly afterwards so he was devastated. She comes back after 2 years with a new identity and in the end, they end up together.

(And this one was the one that was already posted here)

After the empress’ death, the MC goes back to her original body (she actually knew she had to leave the empress’ body that day but so she asked the emperor to stay with her which became a huge trauma to the ML) and after two years she goes back to the palace disguised as a male escort/bodyguard due to political shenanigans. The MC was actually summoned for a reason, and it involves this radical group founded by the Ryeokuk’s royals who wants to assasinate the emperor.

MC felt somewhat attached to the group though she enters the imperial palace and wants to protect the emperor seeing how the ML blames himself hard for everything and turned into someone completely different. The ML also left the empress’ place exactly as it was before, and gave out harsh punishments for everything involving the ‘late’ empress. The story kind of turns into a ‘BL’ romance as naturally the ML is reminded of his one true love-the empress from the MC’s expressions/habits when she starts working as the emperor’s escort and falls in love. ML admits his feeling for the new MC pretty early on, even though he is a ‘male’ escort/bodyguard, because he really regretted losing the empress without admitting his feelings. The ML even gets jealous saying you should be my man even in front of beautiful women lol and that causes Gong Lin to panic again and she tries the frame the MC, and even going as far as recreating the bloody ML’s trauma by harming herself and then copying the last words of the empress to hold onto the ML (which is pretty messed up imo).

MC felt angry about that incident and tried to tell him the truth, asking what if the empress is not dead but just hiding herself due to circumstances...but the ML reacted pretty voilently and storms out to go see his concubine. MC was disappointed because it reminded her of her last day - even when it is extremely important, he always chooses Gong Lin. So MC starts acting cold to the ML, refusing the snacks he orders for her, not meeting his eyes, and trying to avoid eating together etc. ML was scared that he hurt the MC, and he didn’t want to lose ‘him’ too so he asked why he was mad and he will try to fix whatever it is which surprised MC since he would have never done this before with the empress. ML even confesses that he is in an unrequited love with him in front of everyone, and tries his best.

That’s why when it was revealed MC is part of the infamous group that abducted the empress, it hurt him pretty bad as he thought she approached him on purpose and how he really fell in love with the person who killed the one he loved the most. While in prison, she tries to say she was trying to protect the emperor all along, but the ML was very conflicted with his guilt for the empress. Then when MC is alone with Hoon, she confesses her real identity considering her group obviously abandoned her and left her to die, and to prove it she recounts how they met the first time, with the intruder and the stone... The prison guard listening their conversation was member of the group, so the guard murders the MC while Hoon and the emperor was on their way to the prison. ML sees another bloody gory dead MC, a repeat of his worst nightmare, is shook to the core for the second time.

Fortunately, MC goes back to the empress’ body and a lot of political stuff about this prophecy about her and how she will rid of this group from Ryeokuk. She is given three choices including one where she goes back to her original world and forgets everything. But MC chooses to stay with the emperor and goes to the palace and meets the ML. He couldn’t believe his eyes and kept asking Hoon if he was seeing a ghost and is over the moon when the MC comes back in the empress’ body. Then she teases him saying I heard you were having an affair while I was gone and then kind of explains all the prophecy/politics to him. She couldn’t come back officially due to the threats from the group and the ML wanted to kill all the people involved in the group right away, but MC persuades him to wait to avoid shedding innocent blood and work to eliminate all the discrimination against Ryeokuk people which was the root of all this. The stubborn emperor couldn’t even believe himself that he actually listened to her and puts out an edict while she is sleeping. The book ends with the emperor kissing the sleeping MC saying I can endure everything for you (or something similar) with tears.

(These two post could be found on Novelupdates. Here's the link --> https://forum.novelupdates.com/threads/college-student-empress.105394/page-5#post-5927158)

I really didn't like the victim blaming in this manga."She was always gloomy." "She always acted on little things." "She has changed." First of all changing yourself trying to raise some self-worth is nice but putting all the blame on victim and telling that she have to change is most stupid thing ever. If your family is abusing you, whatever you do, however you change that's not gonna go away.If there are people near you that knows you're being abused and not helping you don't fucking need them.And that motherfuckers acting nice to you when you started being happy(normal?) fuck them. You don't have to wear masks and act like you're happy.And I have to say if no one cared about her multiple suicide attemps we gotta just burn the whole house down not "change" her.If people are telling you "just get it over, change yourself, don't stuck in past, just be happy, stop being depressed." fuck them not everyone have a good childhood or life. (︶︿︶)＝凸
-just a person who is dealing with suicidal thoughts and major depression

it's not as if she wants to act like a kid, she just can't help it.

She was an adult in her past life, but since she's a kid and everyone treats her like so, she'll unconsciously identify herself as a kid and therefore act like a kid.

It's like the Stanford prison experiment (or the psychological prison experiment if the name's wrong) where the guards (that were just normal civilians that were given the title 'guard') became too engrossed in their roles that they soon identified themselves as guards. Same thing with the prisoners.

^ if you're too engrossed in the role you were given (plus adding external factors such as your environment) you will unconsciously take on that role and act like it. It's like second nature to her to act like a child despite being an adult.

And there ends my TedTalk. Kudos to whoever finishes this.

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the seme's possesiveness must have derive from remebing his past with the uke and the sudden painful lost of his beloved one. seme's possesiveness is caused by his fear of losing his soulmate unknowingly since he didnt know that his uke would die so young. which is why he install a gps, stalk, and employ guards for Hosik in the present life.

In the present time with Hosik, the seme is being more considerate and careful than what he did in his past life which he was forceful wiith the uke due to lack of something.

And yes the past have very strict ways and sodomy is frowned upon in the past compare to present time where there is more freedom/ less restrictions. Plus, he kept leaving hints that he remeber his past life. For instance, he said "...soulmates..." to Hosik in the beginning if you know what i mean.

I think im not the only one thinking like this too since the hints and raws are kinda obvious.

Anyway i love all the characters in this manhwa. Sad that we are almost (as in several more chaps) approaching the end of this manhwa. T-T

All in all i am merely speculating and interpreting it the way I think may be close to the truth.

But I ship ML with the blond Male doctor. Hehe idgaf to what everyone think. Sad this is not yaoi nor shounen ai. Could've avoid them 2 women. Anyway I'll ship them in my fantasy. T--T Ugh man wish there will be some kind of doujinshi.....

I rather have River either be independent or find another lover, a human who a reciprocate the love back to River. Abandon gods.
I can see River and Heil together but I'm done with the relationship with Gods (not that I hate Heil and the other gods).

Cant help but ship the twin!!!! younger-bro-twin top older-bro-twin
Anyway love the extra!!!! ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

uke is in the bathroom and crazy seme cut uke's wrist then uke's friend save him in time
Thats all i could remember

I just have to say.
To anyone who think this comment offends you in any cases pls forgive me.
Excuse my over-influence-fujoshi-dirty-thoughts ╥﹏╥






There are so many ships!!!!!
Especially Midori and Mattsun.
The twins. (Im so sorry for my dirty mind!!!)
The guy who cross-dresses that is part of the fox-masked team with the other dudes.
Too many to pair!!! To many to count!!!!
Ugh... too much. I just cant help but say it!!!! ┗( T﹏T )┛