Maria's Favorite

[Apologies for the long post. Please ignore it. This is just me keeping record of what I read & felt]

I have lost count of exactly how many times my heart DIED while reading this creation of Kyuugou. It was excruciatingly intense & rich with dark, distorted emotions. The whole ambiance of this manga - every panel, every strand of hair, each glance, even simply the wind blowing was enough to make me shiver with fear & anticipation. I kept staring at some pages for more than a minute. I thought, if I don't watch them closely & carefully I'll miss something really important. Everything....and I mean E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G in this story from the start to the last line of last chapter gripped & gnawed at my heart.

I have been wracking my brains after finishing it, exactly which brother was more pitiful and here I am sitting in front of my laptop....staring at the wall, for god knows how long. It felt like they were twin brothers cursed by the destiny itself and Kei's words kept ringing in my ears, "why do you think we came into this world separately?" No matter how much I think about, I can't find/imagine a way for Kei's salvation from his path of self-destruction neither could I bring myself to blame Roku for anything.

Among all the incest mangas & other thought provoking, emotionally disturbing psychological mangas I have read so far, Kyuugou crushed it. It's not like she used some complicated difficult words or dramatic scenes. With simple words, simple lines, simple scenes.....she pulled me into her world! As if everything was happening in front of my very eyes in slow motion holographic images & I can do nothing about it but to see them getting shattered & destroyed by their uncontrollable overwhelming emotions. The eeriness of every scene got under my skin & made me recoil with horror & suspense. Still, I couldn't stop myself from getting swept away with each chapter. It's no wonder she dropped it. I mean, I feel like this just after reading it, so I could not possibly imagine what she must have felt while writing those 9 chapters thick with mind-crippling emotions.

Despite feeling compassionate for her I would still pray & hope that Kyuugou sensei would pick it up again one day & write it till the end. Not just because it's a Masterpiece but because I have come to deeply love & care for those miserable characters. And I don't want them to be stuck in a time hole for eternity without a definite closure.

is there any other manga who becomes live action besides seven days?? (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Hi!, so I'm searching about a manga that I think it started when the seme's mother died. The seme blamed the uke (whom is the seme's mother's brother) for not being there, and just go out with his father (who is I think, gay). The seme kept on blaming the uke until one day an old lady told him that the seme's mother didn't die because his father chose her brother instead of her, she died (I forgot how she died sorry). The old lady told him that the one who took care of him since he was young was the uke (the seme also remembers about the hand thing and propose to the uke when he was young that he'll marry him). I hope this info helps, it's a pretty depressing yet interesting manga that I would like to read again :).

Looking for a smutty yaoi manga where this guy was told he was gonna die by a demon and to not die he got knocked out and woke up in the bathroom and was used for sex. I remember his friend coming into the bathroom and doing him and apparently loved him. In later chaps an angel came down to cure the sin i guess but ending up getting banged to. Does anyone know this? Thanks

I'm looking for an anime that I watched years ago the history is like that ...

The protagonist is a girl that dress like her brother that died , she even made the same scars on the back.
She wants revenge against the emperor that killed him , but this emperor is in love with her brother and do not know that he killed him in the sword fighting they had. another thing that I remember is that everything happens in the space

PS: Sorry for my bad english (￣∇￣")

From what I remember, it was a story about two university students that happen to be in the same class. One is out going(seme) and the other is shy(Uke) and tends to keep to themselves. The Uke seams to dislike the seme and this sparks the interest of the seme. He makes it a point to talk and most of the time bother the Uke, which leads to development of feelings. The seme takes notice of this and decides to bully the Uke, since he had a bit of a sadictic side of him, but eventually stops the games when the Uke does not contact him and cried infront of him.

If you know the name of this yaoi, please let me know.
Thank you.

anyone who knows mangas like tokyo ghoul, death parade, death note, hell girl??

Does somebody know mangas with phobia.
it doesn´t matter ob soial or other things

Hello,

I'm looking for a yaoi manga about a judo or martial arts club? I don't really remember the plot of the main couple, but I remember that they went to a competition place and one of them met an old friend who was also gay. They ended up switching room when the main couple had a fight. Then there's a chapter for the secondary couple where the uke spread rumors about the seme so they could be together....?

Thank you so much!

it was a yaoi manga about 2 guys :D
the seme was at a church and hears the sünden from the uke the uke says he loves a guy (the seme) and one a time the uke mast*** behind the door then the seme cant' hold out and come over the door then i think they have s*x :3
it was a cute story so please help me
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it's set in high school, and basically goes like this:
- boy A thinks he's in love with his friend, boy B
- boy C, their other friend, tells boy A that he's also in love with boy B
- in reality, boy C is actually in love with boy A
- boy C manages to trick boy A into sleeping with him
- in the end boy A realizes that he likes boy C and boy A & C ends up together.

Anyone heard of this manga before?

i want a list with strong uke, i read every yaoi with strong uke but i want more, please , strong personality

I'm looking for a manga. There's a guy who just broke up with his boyfriend and is talking to his friend about it. The friend suggests they go out, and they do. But the friend never does anything (kiss, etc), so the guy thinks the friend was just pitying him. In actuality, the friend was a virgin. There's another chapter about them with the friend being worried because the guy is experienced with love. That's all I remember. Does anyone know this one?
Thank you in advance!

Hi! Can someone remeber the title of yhis yaoi manga: the main character is in love with his best friend but he is in love with a girl and chase afer her even though she always reject him. In the end he end up heartbroken, but the main character can't do anything to cheer him up because he is heartbroken too. If I remember correctly it's a series of one shots and this story is the first one..Thank you!

hello my dear friends :D
i want to read a good arbic or some yakuza story
with a hot sexy seme or der uke is hot sexy
you can choose , because i like the story and i can't find any of themi search and search but...(┳Д┳)(┳Д┳)(┳Д┳)
please help meeeಥ_ಥಥ_ಥ

me been thinkin'... you know, stories i'd like to see drawn in manga? the 'In The Company of Shadows' series by Santino and Ais -if you haven't read them, go to http://www.inthecompanyofshadows.com/ and download books for free Xd and no, i'm not advertizing or anything shady LOL just sharing some of the stuff i love with you :)) not really, i want you ALL to read them so we can discuss them here LOL i'm lonely, you see. there are few people who know about them ( ._.)

i think the next chap might be in Gush's december issue
http://www.gushnet.jp/gush/

http://www.77mh.com/201409/289721.html?page=1
New extra!!!!

As i've been saying... This manga is going bdsm. Kurose is getting more sadist and shirotani developing masochistic behavior. Lo and behold!! http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=t9xksy&s=8#.VEyUX2IayK0 and https://33.media.tumblr.com/bdac1d7cb840a9b17edd78b6fe230af1/tumblr_nbznk4Is6Z1s8y7g9o2_500.jpg Thats from special editions. If thats not a clear indication.. I dont know what is. Shiro handcuffed and kuro holding whip is asdfghjkl /dead