I wish there were more. I love this story so much! It just...touches your heart. Spoil: . . . . . The thing I hated most was the rape. It just irritated me and at first, when the uke first had sex withe seme, and he just turned around and took his pants down, I just wished the rumors about him weren't true and that he was just imitating something he saw or ANYTHING! But it was too good to be true...but well, their later love and happy end made up for it I guess, even though I would've prefered to see their relationship develop more. I wanted to see them get over their dark pasts...as in , to never be reminded of it while being together because sometimes it felt like they were only together to fulfill the emptiness they always wished someone could fulfill. But sometimes, their love for each other was so true and mismerisingly dangerous that you could know that these two were ready to die for each other.
Some points I saw many people talk about in the comment section, were how the ending was abrupt and that the author didn't clear up about the mafia boss and the assasination plan and how the second boss helped escape? My opinion is that the assasination must have gone through and even if not or whatever, that was never the main point. I, for myself, was not curious about it. The boss and his subordinate on the other hand, the first must have gone mad always giving orders to find the uke to the later who never delivered them to the boys, because in my opinion, the second boss didn't like how his boss was so obsessed about the uke that he was even willing to jeopardize the whole plan for his sake, when he didn't even think that the uke was loyal to the boss. The boss probably ended up developing some sick kind of feelings for the uke over the years, and especially on the day he got arrested (after seeing how much the uke was attached to him because he showes such a face, this point also needed to be cleared up by the author but I believe the uke only wanted a reason to live since that was what he implied in his talk with the seme in the beginning. His father's debt was his reason to live and by the boss being arrested, he felt that now he had nothing to live for. Even him being raped, he never considered it as a bad thing because he had never known the touch of love, he thought that for his dept he had to do that and that was it. But after knowing how good sex could feel when doing it with someone you cared about, he started pushing the boss away and feeling disgusted by him). Going back to my main point, the subordinate hated how his boss was changing so much because of the uke so he felt obliged to never bring him back to his boss's life, which means, he made it easy for our main characters to have their happy ending. As for the fact that the girl knew exactly where they were, this was because she had talked to miss park who obviously told her that they were in her hometown, while deciding to go to here hometown, she thought of bringing their stuff to them and saying goodbye to her feelings for the seme once and for all. Let me point that The main chars were now safely installed in this town because it is under the protection of another gang and sothe boss couldn't reach them. As for the fact that the seme didn't let the uke work, I feel that he was afraid something could happen to him when he wasn't there and also it obviously had something to do with the fact that in the uke's previous job, he was being violated on a daily basis. So his possessiveness and fear of losing his precious one just kicked in, so cut him so slack (those who said he was annoying for not letting him get a job), plus, he said that the uke should take a rest for a while and take his time to think about a good suitable job, so he obviously is gonna let him work one day. And that's it, I guess. Wow first time doing a review...kinda, I wish it helps. This story is worth the read, I love it very much.
I wish there were more.
I love this story so much! It just...touches your heart.
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The thing I hated most was the rape. It just irritated me and at first, when the uke first had sex withe seme, and he just turned around and took his pants down, I just wished the rumors about him weren't true and that he was just imitating something he saw or ANYTHING! But it was too good to be true...but well, their later love and happy end made up for it I guess, even though I would've prefered to see their relationship develop more. I wanted to see them get over their dark pasts...as in , to never be reminded of it while being together because sometimes it felt like they were only together to fulfill the emptiness they always wished someone could fulfill. But sometimes, their love for each other was so true and mismerisingly dangerous that you could know that these two were ready to die for each other.
Some points I saw many people talk about in the comment section, were how the ending was abrupt and that the author didn't clear up about the mafia boss and the assasination plan and how the second boss helped escape? My opinion is that the assasination must have gone through and even if not or whatever, that was never the main point. I, for myself, was not curious about it. The boss and his subordinate on the other hand, the first must have gone mad always giving orders to find the uke to the later who never delivered them to the boys, because in my opinion, the second boss didn't like how his boss was so obsessed about the uke that he was even willing to jeopardize the whole plan for his sake, when he didn't even think that the uke was loyal to the boss. The boss probably ended up developing some sick kind of feelings for the uke over the years, and especially on the day he got arrested (after seeing how much the uke was attached to him because he showes such a face, this point also needed to be cleared up by the author but I believe the uke only wanted a reason to live since that was what he implied in his talk with the seme in the beginning. His father's debt was his reason to live and by the boss being arrested, he felt that now he had nothing to live for. Even him being raped, he never considered it as a bad thing because he had never known the touch of love, he thought that for his dept he had to do that and that was it. But after knowing how good sex could feel when doing it with someone you cared about, he started pushing the boss away and feeling disgusted by him).
Going back to my main point, the subordinate hated how his boss was changing so much because of the uke so he felt obliged to never bring him back to his boss's life, which means, he made it easy for our main characters to have their happy ending.
As for the fact that the girl knew exactly where they were, this was because she had talked to miss park who obviously told her that they were in her hometown, while deciding to go to here hometown, she thought of bringing their stuff to them and saying goodbye to her feelings for the seme once and for all. Let me point that The main chars were now safely installed in this town because it is under the protection of another gang and sothe boss couldn't reach them.
As for the fact that the seme didn't let the uke work, I feel that he was afraid something could happen to him when he wasn't there and also it obviously had something to do with the fact that in the uke's previous job, he was being violated on a daily basis. So his possessiveness and fear of losing his precious one just kicked in, so cut him so slack (those who said he was annoying for not letting him get a job), plus, he said that the uke should take a rest for a while and take his time to think about a good suitable job, so he obviously is gonna let him work one day.
And that's it, I guess.
Wow first time doing a review...kinda, I wish it helps. This story is worth the read, I love it very much.
what were the rumors ab him again?
That he was "good with his body", as in he sleeps with the boss...