while reading this midway, i felt fear on yoohan falling for jay cause he sounds like a massive red flag at the beginning (he implies that he can ditch yoohan and use someone else). now that jay becomes yoohan's reason to live (basically he's his everything now), i hope jay never leaves yoohan. ik he's so obsessed with him but my abandonment issues is extending on yoohan ╥﹏╥
i love you, haejoon