
Can someone recomend someting similar to this one? Where seme is honest in bed and you can see that he's enjoying it? Cause usualy uke is moaning and melting while seme is cool and calm like his not bothered at all :P

https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/193488/ here it is! I've had the same problem for a while now.

It was always had to understand...and now it's impossible ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

This is what I understood. I may be wrong though, since I had a hard time reading through it as well:
Blue Eyes’ wife appears to have loved Blue Eyes’ mother who later died. Apparently, both the wife and the husband’s mothers were friends. But then the wife’s mother died and the wife, as a little girl, was abused by her father. But then her mother’s friend (Blue Eyes’ mother) basically took her under her wing and eventually she and Blue Eyes got married mostly as a matter of convenience. Romantic feelings were never involved.
The wife assumes that her son will grow up to hate his father as she’s aware that most of what he does is to ultimately destroy everything his own father built. Now what she told our ML is that her son was approached by a man whom she suspects, had ulterior motives. He apparently left behind the watch that she showed him. ML seems to have recognize who the owner of that watch is.
Meanwhile the doctor also told him that he was most likely stabbed by someone who knew exactly what they were doing, more so since they weren’t even caught on CCTV. So the combination of that and the guy who approached Blue Eyes’ son, means people are plotting to either move the ML out of the way or some other shxt that we’ve yet to find out.

Also, I think that somewhere in there at the end, ML understood that the end game of everything that’s happening is Blue Eyes and his immediate family (wife and son) going through some kind of death (be it literally or figuratively) and he told the wife that he would prevent such an outcome. So I think he’s like their hope in a sea of darkness. That’s just my personal feel from that; I’m not sure I understood that correctly.
It's so fluffy and cute...until you see a memory and you remember that Nowa was rising Akari as his child
LMAOOO I just commented something similar before seeing your comment. My brain and I agree we do not see it ( ̄へ ̄)