
The chapter where he crushed his dice, I started crying ; ; There’s too much pain to bear, he deserves better than this

Yeah i cry like river cause i can't handle the pain he feels anymore, i know it's weird but i just want the uke to die so the seme realize that it's his freaking fault why the uke is hurting or i just want the uke to not any feelings for the seme anymore I'm tired of the uke's the only one hurting and in the end the abusive seme and the abused uke are still gonna end up together. I just want to stop this kind of storyline but i still love the novel and i still want to see the seme's in guilt ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
I didn’t what a beaded **** was so I looked it up and apparently it’s called ‘pearling’… I do regret looking it up, my eyes have been tainted
Same i made a huge mistake again (/TДT)/