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Tbhhh I just red chapter 16 or whatever where she described her appearance to the ml and I really for some reason don't even want to continue. I hate it. Why couldn't she describe her own features? Why does she feel so lowly when she sacrificed so much for her siblings. I'm also not someone who people would call pretty, especially if another girl my age was near me. That doesn't mean that I'm lowly. And I hate the fact she felt the need to describe someone entirely different, her own disgusting sister to the ml. I hate how now I'm imagining that when he gets his eyesight the first one he'll search for is her deprived sister. I HATE ALL OF IT. I hate how when he touches or talks to her he's imagining her sister and it makes me not want to read it. It makes me disgusted with the fl even though I know she's a sweetheart and I hate it.