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I’m sorry but I despise the MC I understand going through a traumatic experience and not wanting to be hurt again, but maybe deal with your deep insane insecurities before making it everyone else’s problem? He assumes he doesn’t like him, assumes he has a girlfriend, assumes he’s straight, assumes he’s cheating, assumes assumes assumes and Jio is the one who has to bend over backwards to do everything he can to show he’s actually deeply in love with him, and only interested in him.
He actively rejected his physical advances with the excuse of “we have to trust each other more” while admitting that it’s just so he can prove he doesn’t only want him physically, then GETS MAD WHEN HE DOESNT TRY TO FUCK HIM?!!! He sits there saying “wahhh I guess he doesn’t trust me!” As if it wasn’t HIS condition that HE needs to trust HIM before they go further?! And you bet your ass it doesn’t cross his mind that simply informing him that he trusts him (he doesn’t actually) and is willing to go all the way now, which would fix his own self made issue.
The thing that really pissed me off is this bitch literally insulted him, calling him a HETERO… WHILE BEING PISSED AT HIM FOR THE ASSUMPTION THAT HE FUCKED ANOTHER MAN…. AFTER HE WENT DOWN ON HIM AND SWALLOWED HIS JIZZ AND TOOK COOKING CLASSES TO GET HIM TO LIKE HIM AND PASSED UP A PROMOTION AND TRANSFER OVERSEAS AND WAS WILLING TO FUCK OVER OTHER COWORKERS TO EASE HIS WORKLOAD AND JUMPS HIM EVERY CHANCE HE GETS EVEN AT WORK AND AND AND AHHHHHHHH. Who the fuck does he think he is believing that just because he’s also gay, it’s okay to out someone to him?! As a gay guy, he should know people have boundaries, and “batting for the same team” doesn’t give you the right to CROSS those boundaries! If that man specifically requested Jio not to inform ANYBODY of the fact that he’s gay because he’s not out of the closet, why the fuck should your own insecurities be more important than that boundary? And with that completely unreasonable request, he then assumes that confirmation that he’s actually just a “man fucking hetero cheater” like get a FUCKING GRIP.
I get being insecure and not believing someone out of your league has genuine care for you, but why not manage a way to deal with that insecurity before you put some poor man through the wringer while he tries to put you at ease? This entire story is just him going “Waahhhh I’m bland and hate myself and even though all my boyfriend does is make it clear he’s only interested in me, rather than talking about my feelings with him, I’m gonna assume the worst, go catatonic, attack his character, and make it seem like it’s HIS fault when we fight!” Like MY GOD.