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This doesn’t feel right at all. It’s pretty obvious that he also has feelings for him but doesn’t want to acknowledge them. That is also why I think he plays dumb so he won’t lose his “brother” because maybe he will reject him and his only relationship with him will end. But still he is making the wrong decision. First of all he jumped at his brother than he got his heat, and then that ridiculous kiss than his brother was hyperventilating and now he is acting like a horny dog and tries to fuck him at any chance(I may have exaggerated it and I don’t care). My conclusion, I don’t like this and they could have made this so much better.

Dammit soo young we should be over this by now nooooooooooo

Jokes aside, i get that he felt he was inferior to tae seung (idk why) and feels bad cuz yknow he hurt someone trying to be better. But sex as punishment? Really? Tae seung has a chance to prove to me now that he learned smth with this whole story and to be like "hey, maybe sex now isn't a good idea if you think it's punishment"

I think what so young did is a coping mechanism. He didnt really understand how to Cope with sadness and stress. Especially since his painest memory always have to do with pain. Aka, he always get beaten up. The sad thing is, he started to feel comfort in being beaten up. Because when he feels pain his feeling melt away, everything melts away. But the problem is, he is using tae-sung to harm him. While tae-sung want to adore him. This shows how soyoung still saw taesung as someone who can and will give him pain.

this chapter clearly occurs after the christmas specials before he tian has fully returned and when mo is in his old apartment. so it is to be assumed he tian sees mo when he can. i can see mo not being as indifferent to his presence the first time he tian returned after those 4/5 years - he was most likely indescribably angry and hurt. mo probably hates he tian for walking back into his life and leaving again even if it is not permanently. so he refuses to trust him again knowing he tian wont stay. but his true feelings are revealed when he is drunk he becomes affectionate - because deep down he wants to be. he is unable to cope with the love he feels for he tian so he attempts to push it out of his mind or hide physical reminders taped up in that box. when in his drunken state mo thinks he is dreaming he tian tells him he is because he won’t be there in the morning. UGH. does this also mean mo regularly dreams about he tian?? just end my misery!!

aku mohon tolong aku = I beg you to help me.

Edit: I thank you all for your good wishes

i think their makeup "convo" if it can even be called a convo ._. is reasonable if yoogon's deep trauma is considered. it just feels questionable cause we still don't know what exactly his trauma is... i have my suspicions it's some sort of sexual trauma which makes sense why he's in sex work and why he has that sexual confident cocky attitude. it's his way of feeling in control.

and if he experienced it when he was young and kept it in for so long all while the people around him shame him for his coping mechanism, i can understand how he's gotten so closed off.

so junghae acknowledging that yoogon has deep issues that he doesn't want to talk about, and not forcing him to talk, but still being there for him... i think it's really validating and comforting for yoogon who's been deprived of that.

i think junghae has finally realised yoogon still doesn't see him as someone to trust or rely on, and him fighting yoogon on his profession/coping mechanism worsened that. so he's staying, not pushing, until yoogon can trust and open up fully to him. which is a very mature and reasonable decision when you're in a rs with deeply traumatised people, even if it might seem like he's the only one "putting in work" into the rs.