I just didn't understand, at one point he actually began to disappear? But that's it? Then he just didn't?
My interpretation was that Clyde had been wrestling with an ambivalent state of mind, struggling with a desire to return while also fearing separation from Yuu. In the moment he began to disappear and Yuu shows him that desperation as a response, its likely he realizes how much he doesn't want to leave him behind more than he wants to go back, and also how much Yuu doesn't want him to go either. It serves to mentally and spiritually ground him there henceforth. I also saw it as him making a sacrifice in that moment, to prevent Yuu from becoming injured (since he was about to take a nasty fall down the stairs from phasing through his body), and that instance of instinct driven by his desire to protect likely overrided the spiriting away that was about to happen, kind of like when a ghost has such strong desires that they can't move on even in death. Sort of sealed his fate, as it were
I think his resolved feelings of wanting to be together with Sugimori(the uke) made his body stable
This manga is a torture, sweet steamy stuff in the 1 and 2 chapter and then nothing until chapter 7...
I don't know what I feel about this one. As a criminal drama with the plot of gay revenge for rape it's great but it has too much - what we call in my language - brain-fuvking, and not towards each other but towards the reader. It's too much. Kinda smells like insanity. And it felt inconsistent in terms of the plot, like Saeki actually was okay with making Eito the scapegoat? Wtf. And what type of job are Utsumi and Saeki do? But like I'm totally happy about the happy ending.
Main character: "I am kinda scared to look this dude in the eye because his glare reminds me of a stalker who once got into my apartment and attacked me. But nah everything's fine!"
It's re-read number ...th and only now I understood the side-stories. I was complaining how the story about Sayan having torture rooms and an inner voice was never fully addressed when IT WAS: loving Ilic made the insanity go away, and Sayan disposed of all the torture rooms because they would have frightened Ilic - and the way I understood it, the crazy inner voice wanted Sayan to torture Ilic had he betrayed him, but Sayan was so in love that hurting Ilic was not an option and in the end he even started courting him. It seems in his youth he thought he is a sadist and then meeting Ilic he realized he never wanted to hurt him (only tease). (=・ω・=)
Same. I just remembered this story and reread it. I also just understood the side stories