I see that Hikaru wants to follow in Jun Yodaka’s footsteps, that she needs to sacrifice herself and things she loves to be the greater skater of all time. But does that man on top of the world look happy and satisfied? Does he have things he cares about and things that bring a smile to his face? No. He is lost in his own legacy and for some reason he is forcing the same legacy on other people. It’s not wrong to be wanting to be the best at something, to work hard and accomplish greatness. But once you accomplish it you should enjoy it. You shouldn’t discard it and move onto the next big thing yet. Even though jun yodaka has accomplished everything he desired, even though he retired, he doesn’t seem to enjoy anything… stuck in a loop of effort, depression and melancholy
There are 13 chapters here but you have to sign up and it says there’s 1 month free trial but I cant seem to get it to work
https://bookhodai.jp/manga/backnumber/59384
Really weird pacing. And things happening for no reason? The lil bro knew his big bro was in love with him and was masturbating to him all this time and his plan to make them get together is….fucking another guy? And hope that one day he gets caught by the big bro? Why? No reason? He isn’t shy, he isn’t scared to ruin their relationship. In reality he did ruin their relationship years ago and they haven’t been talking for years? Why? No reason? Very weird i have no idea what the lil bro is thinking
I thought when he said “when we do lewd stuff I enjoy it but that means I use you for sexual gratification” that we would see more development…a slow burn maybe or “love isn’t only abt sex!” Type of thing but that thought died immediately dhdahdhrhf anyway should’ve just guessed from the cover that it would be like this