
After years of reading bl, i started to notice something... I dont remember ever seeing a bearded man in a bl manga (maybe once) so can you recommend me good bl mangas with bearded men??

This one just started
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_sadistic_master/

love the style and the beard
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dead_or_alive/

How do i stop myself from deliberately looking up spoilers??? I keep spoiling the whole show for myself and sometimes my brother (sorry bro i cant control myself ) i always do this to prepare myself before something tragic happens in the story. If i dont do it and find out my fav character dies later in the story, i will keep thinking about them for a whole week or so, like i will genuinely start mourning for a fictional character. But if i do look up, i feel more at ease and dont feel as attached to the characters as i was before i looked up the spoilers.

Okay I gotta get this off my chest... Ever since i was 12, i felt suicidal and couldnt enjoy life like i wanted to but these days, i dont even know why, but i feel so satisfied with my life and actually enjoy living???!!!!! I can finally feel my heart beating and feel so grateful to be able to experience every single moment on this earth. It feels like i am in love but im not and even though i cant feel romantic love like i used to, even though i know the world is getting worse day by day, i want to enjoy every second of it. Im so glad to know every person that entered my life, every pet i adopted and every stray animal i took care of. I love every breath i took on this earth. I love plants, i love the ocean, i love the mountains, i love the galaxies and i love the stars. I love every book i read and every movie i watched. Why would i not enjoy living if i still have so much to love?

this isn't the right place to vent, but let me tell u some advice. Just keep living the way you are right now, since u are satisfied then nothing else matters. As for why ur feeling this way, it might be a coping mechanism, if you've been suffering in the past and have been feeling depressed for so long, you get used to that miserable feeling, and get adapted to dealing with such situations as it has become familiar for u for a while, so when u unexpectedly start feeling better and ur surrounds change, ur brain might take a moment to get familiarized with this shift of feeling, so u may be wary and still have anxious thoughts, but after time you will be at ease of accepting it. So just do what you're doing but try to not think so much about it, stay positive like u are.

People always say you must first love yourself to love another human being but i do. I really do love myself. It took so long for me to love who i am but i finally love the reflection in my mirror and the person i always talk all alone. But after i started to love myself i feel like i forgot how to approach and love another person. Its been so long since i felt that feeling that i started finding ways to make myself believe i can actually feel love again... I know romantic love is not a necessary thing and i know i was always happy being by myself but i started to miss even the sad moments i felt after an unrequited love.
Love is such an interesting feeling that its existence makes me feel so full yet so doubtful but its absence makes me feel so secure yet so empty.
How can one learn to love another person? Can love be learned? Is it something we should chase for? Or is it something that will find its way when its the right time?

I feel you. I also ask these questions about love myself, and it's not easy even though it looks so easy when you see people simply fall in love, dating and just happily get together, separating and getting with someone else... That makes me sometimes melancolic to be single, but when I think about all the troubles relationships can bring, being single doesn't look so bad after all. At least you have peace. And peace is royal for me. People aren't always getting together for the good reasons. There's too much situationships that shouldn't be, for ex.
I agree that feeling your heart beating for someone feels good because we feel alive, but if our love interest doesn't reciprocate our feelings it can be devastating. Unrequited love will make us suffer if it last too long.
Being together, I think, is only worth when there's mutual attraction, understanding and affection between both involved ; if the two are willing to put heart and efforts to make the relationship work. If not, it won't last long. Finding love (or it finding you) depends also on what you want and your expectations from the other person. Love can come from attraction, complicity like friendship, it can happen in unexpected places... Listen to your heart, to your mind and see if the person can be a good friend, if they respect you, have human qualities, if you feel comfortable and protected in their presence, share common interests and values... Attraction alone isn't enough for a relationship to work and to last :)

love will never be a simple thing and theres poignant differences between types of love.
- self love will always be the most important type of love. that validation that you are strong enough to be able to give yourself, not needing to search for it in another because you know deep down you are strong enough to hold that for yourself
- humans will always crave romantic love (apart from u aros) its not something we control, but we all go about it in our separate different ways.
will we ever understand love?? oneday, maybe. not in this lifetime.
honestly dk whether i should speak on this cus idek if im capable of loving

Thank you :)
I also like your whole paragraph, particularly the one about self love.
Finding love is important, but having self love is vital because it's the foundation to everything. Without it, meeting the right partner and having a succesful relationship, like the rest, is very difficult to achieve. Without it, we rely too much on the other, we may also meet abusers because we lack confidence in ourself. And in case we have to live without love provided by a parter, we'll still be alright.
It resuires strenght, values, self forgiveness and experiences.
I feel your paragraph completes mine :))
It's beautiful

Guys GUYS i know i already talkeb about dead poets society here in this stupid question section but i cant stop obssesing over it!!!!!!! I know it will fuck me up so bad if i watch it one more time but i cant contain this hyperfixation monster inside of me anymore. This bitch wants to be free and scream and talk about that movie over and over and over again. That movie was everything i was searching for and this feeling this feeling i cant ahut it down help

Right???? It was only the first time i have seen the movie but i felt like i was ~meant~ to see it. Everything about the movie felt so raw and just so so good. I want to run on a hill and scream to the whole world how much i enjoyed it (like todd in that one scene :(( ) its been a while since i felt this excited about a piece of media and i just cant stop thinking about it

And the fact that people from my class (we have watched it for an assignment thank god and our proffessor for that assignment) had the audacity to say that the movie was too unrealistic and keating was responsible for that situation made me so angry i was boiling with anger in my seat the whole time

Do you guys think eternal love exists? Like the kind of love you see in old books or movies? The kind of love where you dont even need to see or hear from that person but still feel their presence in your heart and carry them everywhere with you? The kind that makes your heart hurt so much yet you love that hurting feeling too. You love every feeling that person made you feel because it was from them and not someone else... Anyway back to yaoi recs give me your best non toxic enemies to lover bl recs please

dead poets society fucking destroyed me i cant stop thinking about that movie what the fuck

I asked my dad for you lol
He said that the cinema went crazy with emotions, everyone went silent during the dramatic scenes, and that during the last scene, where the guys stand on their tables saying "oh captain, my captain" there wasn't a single soul in the public who wasn't crying. He said that movies never felt the same after that,,,
I've had my fair share of old men yaoi today, recommend me some old women yuri
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hanamonogatari/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/blessing_in_disguise/
Thank you so so much!!!! <3<3