
I used to enjoy things like this but somewhere along the line i started going after the sweeter ones, ones where they have a healthy and loving relationship.. Idk I just can't really get into liking twisted things anymore. I'll probably read this one and we'll see how that goes but idk..rape kinda isn't what I want in stories anymore... yknow.

Alright so I read it and I guess in a way he did start to grow feelings for him so it really wasn't rape...and that other scene well I mean it was and it wasn't? It's not too bad. It's not really twisted like I thought it was but actually just a little bit? Like I got annoyed that he had a fling? Apparently? Then he had sex with mc. Ugh

Well I wanted to like it like I'm glad they gave him a redemption but like I just could not fully enjoy it (could also be that I skimmed it) since he really made it seem like he was a victim? I get he liked Seima but he went crazy enough to hurt Itsumi thinking Seima was gonna love him after all that. Then when he gets rejected he still wants to confess? Boy you still hadn't apologized for what you did before. You don't just start harassing the person your crush likes. Honestly I feel a bit bad for Fuji, usually I like the ones where they help them overcome their crush but like...idk this one just didn't hit me in my heart like the other one did.

The sex scenes were to die for. I loved the faces Jin made during sex and Sae Oh is extremely good looking. The sex looked amazing. Like best sex I've seen.
It might be terrible to say but gosh I wanna get done like that?>?? Boy this thing was amazing. Though I get paranoid since I read it on my computer, and I'm afraid someone will end up seeing this ;;;

I have a lot of close encounters with people almost seeing my screen, but I just don't really enjoy reading on mobile since it doesnt let you log in and then after you finish a manga it sends you to a celebrity news site? THough I might have to start reading it on my phone too. My computer is currently (temporarily) in a place where a lot of people pass by ;;;
Haha how fun (≧∀≦)! I guess that's true, though I also don't use nyx as often.

Like oh my gosh the beginning was so cute I loved what was going on tbh i thought he was gonna end up being with his best friend, and now I kinda wish that was what happened? Like I loved Junoh in the beginning but my gosh? Stop just hanging out with the guy who supposedly has a crush on your bf? and instead hang out with your boyfriend? I hate that minoh never honestly found out why Junoh was avoiding him? Like tbh Junoh didn't have to avoid him??? There was no need for that! I hate that Junoh didn't apologize at all or like approach minoh first since minoh seems to be the one putting in most of the work. I'm just so angry! I seriously wish minoh would've fallen for his friend. I'm just annoyed that it feels like Junoh is using minoh...especially since it seems like he still thinks about that purple haired guy, and now still thinks about the ex-bully. Like of course he can have friends but like don't avoid your relationship for them?

I will admit I'm like a little regretful I wrote this since I wrote it around chapter 80... but like still those chapters before the end could've gone a lot better. I feel like he should've told minoh about kim chang...like they could've all been friends, maybe not but he'd know he's not all too bad? Why'd he hide how he helped them out in the end? Like I don't get that? the ending was pretty ok tbh. I'm just sad we didn't see Gi Tae ;;;
I feel like Sam knew about Henry's feelings... and maybe he also liked him but like most manhwa his parents or even he, himself thought it was weird to like another man and so in order to be normal he decided to hide his feelings and date Jessica, which ended up with him getting married, and maybe after i think it was 10 years (which tbh is really long) finding out it wasn't fair for Jessica since he's still in love with Henry. Idk I mean I believe in second chances but he had a really long time to come out of that relationship and confess to Henry. Now that he see's Henry hanging out with someone he doesn't know he's getting scared Henry's feelings will change, and in my heart I hope they do. Henry needs to move on and enjoy someone who will truly love him. Though I also want henry to stop thinking of Seth as someone Similar to Sam I want him to find out what exactly makes Seth amazing. I just have a lot of feelings about this I hate when MC is put second and like I hate when their first love still ends up getting together with them Idk I feel like they should be able to move on...just because the first love decided it was finally ok to admit their feelings...Idk how to explain what im saying sorry.