jeyel's Things

to all the closeted homies out there, would you ever come out? and i mean OUT out, like tell you parents out and be public with your relatioships out. i've always planned to come out when i have a steady income and a roof over my head so that i can have assurance that if ever my family disowns me or kicks me out i already have money to support myself. but lately they've been just so toxic - being both sexist and homophobic, that i began to wonder if i really could come out. anyways, do you gays have any plans in the long run? im of legal age now, realistically i could just leave, but i know that i still need to talk to them. because even if they're so toxic they are still my family and i love them.

i always kind off accepted the possibility that i might like women. but i labeled myself as straight back then because I haven't really liked any girl in particular throughout my life... until i fell for my friend dhskdhk :((

anyway long story short i confessed because i didn't want to develop anymore feelings if it was going nowhere. she rejected (not because shes straight but because she only sees me as a friend).
were good friends up to now, and we gay panic over pretty girls we find in instgram and twitter

anyways, what was your gay awakening? did you even have an awakening or you kinda just knew from the begining? let me know :))