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there’s many parts i’m really confused about or curious like the little part where sei pushes shigeru off and how the mother “sees” him and how he “sees” his mother, i wonder if that’s all just his thoughts or if it was the story explaining itself. i kinda feel like it the former and he’s just blaming himself for everything since he doesn’t wanna blame his mom (also the part where the mom saw sei in shigeru and pushed him off?? is that related orrr?)