thereās many parts iām really confused about or curious like the little part where sei pushes shigeru off and how the mother āseesā him and how he āseesā his mother, i wonder if thatās all just his thoughts or if it was the story explaining itself. i kinda feel like it the former and heās just blaming himself for everything since he doesnāt wanna blame his mom (also the part where the mom saw sei in shigeru and pushed him off?? is that related orrr?)
UGH BUT THE PLOT WAS SET UP SO GOOD I WISH IT WAS LONGER NIT SO ABRUPT AGHHHHHB
It's apparently dedicated to the author who passed away. Maybe that's why it's quite short