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I love Hayden, but I'm still trying to decide if I despise or barely tolerate Brett. Even if we put aside that he basically entrapped Hayden initially with his shitty plan, he is kinda annoying. He knows that Hayden is more serious than him in general (judging by how Hayden tries to hide the parts of himself he doesn't like, how he cherishes and tries to protect his friends, how he doesn't like drinking, etc) yet he keeps pushing Hayden to be more reliant on his instinct and be more like an animal (that was even stated by both of them), it feels weird. I get that someone might want to see a different side of someone they love or like sexually, but it feels disturbing when someone makes an effort to be their own version of "good" and hide the "bad" yet some asshole decides that he wants to fuck shit up and turn their life upside down. I haven't fully fleshed out my opinion on the subject yet but I'll be silly and say that it feels "icky" what Brett is doing...