NOOOOO noooooo nooo I'm still reading the first few panels of the last chapter and I despise this already. MC gave no consent to have someone else there and I can already see the panel where he is led to the bed and that other guy is there. Fucking hell....this is sexual assault and it's the last chapter meaning that the author is going to sweep this shit under the rug. I'm so enraged that I started writing this comment before even reading the full chapter. This shit is what gives bdsm a bad rap
I will always be uncomfortable when a story has the premise of a character going against their morals (he clearly said that he wanted to be able to face his family and this goes against his beliefs) to get money and save their loved ones....However, it makes it a little better when seme didn't do uke dirty behind the scenes and force his hand (like make him unable to get another job). So, I hope that at least this remains the case. If we find out that the job MC was supposed to get and didn't was influenced by ML, that'd be really shitty. There is just something about ML's eyes that I deeply mistrust and I've seen too many manipulative semes in similar stories.
Also, going from 0 experience whatsoever to bdsm is one hell of a jump. It's not necessarily the worst thing ever, it's just very abrupt because people usually explore vanilla sex and stay there for the rest of their lives or want to explore more











I need this story to end already. It has been such a chore to read this since the amnesia arc started because ML was annoying and just when hr became bearable, the author decided to nerf his character through this amnesia arc. Let this shit end already. I'm only reading this because I'm so susceptible to the sunk cost fallacy and after reading so many chapters, I feel like I need to see this through