it's implied that there's an absolute law applicable to every universe in this story
1. by some force soleil loves sylvia (FUCK THE LAW)
2. in every universe Illya must love Soleil
i think it was in the 3rd or later AUs but Illya pointed out that despite the AUs she's experienced she couldn't help but feel pain everytime Soleil dismisses her.
It's very frustrating to read that Illya's feelings for the Solesht is beyond her control. It's painful enough to witness "losing" him at every lives but to still experience the heartbreak at 100% ALWAYS is an absolute torture. Someone get my girl out of the author's clutch please what did she do?
but i thank the artist for helping me visualize how painful this really is.
i've finished rereading the novel and i'm just here for less pain
23 is already making me uncomfy so idk how the author will explain it to us
and i'm nervous about the other son. what if he learns about our Haeso. i'm reading this with a bat on standby
GUYS WHICH ONE OF YOU HELD A GUN AT THE AUTHOR/ARTIST TO WRITE THIS CHAP? It feels so rushed. where's the prolonged mutual pining? the ethical delima? the hesitation? they banged just like that???? 40+ chaps just for that???
im conviced they're extra characters which the author didnt put a lot of effort. Yeah it gets a bad review
and ngl i was kinda disappointed with the boombayah
i wanted them to do it. but not like this. they're kinda OOC. i expected the confession to be something not this. also, i can't help wonder about the candle. was it approsidiac? the artstyle is too bright i feel like it's just a delusion.
the scenes tho aaaaaaaa I can't stop staring at his mole. his stares at her are making me react physically (at my lowest)
selfcest???
i love the earyl chaps bcs it was role reversal but when they switched body it looked the usual. i wanted to see the man blush