Not me out here relating to this really really hard.
Like, I was sexually abused and as a result I ended up becoming like... Hypersexual. So I relate to this a whole lot. It's not like I started sleeping with a ton of people, it's more like... Sex stuff started taking over my mind. It was almost everything I thought about and because my boundaries were so thoroughly broken I talked about it all the time, which is not great when you are like. Eleven. I just thought it was normal. I ended up freaking out my first boyfriend because I was super sexual and he was like "You are fourteen, calm down, this really isn't normal."
ah... sadly I can relate to that.. I actually got to know it wasn’t normal at a very young age and my parents always cussed at me whenever I said something about that topic to the point that I got scared of even thinking about sexual stuff
Makes you feel more broken than you already are when u can’t even use your coping methods anymore because of another childhood trauma
I still freak out when someone touches me or break down after doing it with people not because of the sexual trauma but because of that stuff that followed after and not being allowed to get a therapist
zion's face should be fucking illegal. that is a weapon. it stopped my heart.