
no matter what their background is i just can't bring myself to like weak FLs. especially when they're someone like helena who appears "kind" but chooses to stay blind because it benefits her. and that's the truth. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ anyway the spoilers are super interesting, i can't wait to see everything unfold. i hate the fact that the three trash MLs will seek for MC's love though, idgaf about them, i only like and trust anahkin my boi

it was interesting at first but idk anymore. im at ch19. does this eventually get better? i really dislike winter. i understand that he went through so much- from his rough childhood to the marriage scam, but why does he blame it on violet? he doesn't even know shit from how her family and the whole society treats her and he dare call her selfish? he's blind. he treats her so bad, who the fuck calls his wife "disgusting" and doesnt bat an eyelash even if she's outright begging him? winter is downright abusive and i don't give a flying fuck if it's because of his upbringing. just because you experienced mistreatment doesn't give you the pass to treat others like that. fuck him.

The only hope I can give you is that there's definitely a relationship growth (small but it's budding) and they start to understand eachother a little bit. But for the rest........ Kinda complicated to explain. Just read the next chapters if you still feel like it.
Tbh there were a lot of times that I wanna drop this but I want to see the FL carry out some type of revenge in everyone or something like that.

i feel so sad for neveah, i want to apologize to her on behalf of the mistreatment she received from everyone all her life. not a single person apologized to her even now, when that was all she wanted to finally move forward. duke claims to regret his past actions but can't seem to grow the fucking balls to say sorry smfh truly a wisTRASH. anyway. i hope the people of vinfried will give her the respect she deserves. i think the empress dowager will give her a hard time but that's nothing compared to what she experienced in thierry. i hope neveah will be able to shine soon, she's beautiful, smart and kind. pls i want her to be happy ╥﹏╥

idc idc morals aside i completely support every single one of charlize's decisions. she had to endure living without her physical body and only her conscience left in a SWORD for 4 centuries. that inevitably fucked her up and she deserves every right to take revenge. i love her. such a strong, dignified woman.
im scared to read this bc i know i will get attached and then cry since its just a promo ┗( T﹏T )┛
Yeah… and I’m currently crying. I guess I’m just gonna read the novel.