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i remember like a few years ago i was on another website (cant remember which one not mangago thats for sure), and i was looking for some new boys love and i stumble over this tanned top and like explorer bottom (not fan of those terms but you get it). so i only read one chapter and it goes like:
explorer is in the jungle, explorer falls into a hole. in this hole theres black people, and, here comes the worse part they go like "ooga booga" have bones in their nose and the stereotypical lips thats just a donut right ? and here comes the top, a tall ass tanned dude with the LEAST african features ever and the only one that looks even remotely human from the group, and i don't remember anything else bcs i gave up at the first sight of the racist stereotype.

has anyone else read this or is it just a fever nightmare i had

I don't know if this is a common experience but growing up not talking daily here made me realise that i was, not only not a lesbian, but not a woman either (idk why the click, but its pretty funny that this helped), and realised that i am a trans bi man and i'd like to know if anyone else transitionned in the shutdown period (this is just a way for me to awkwardly bond with other trans people here)

(i have become the yaoi /j)

happy pride month to every one in the community !!
to my fellow non binary lesbians (we tend to forget us too often when talking about lesbians but ofc a happy pride month to every lesbians) !
to non binary gays (non binary love male) !
to my beloved non binary people in fact !
to ace people !
to aro people!
to aroace people!
to bisexuals and pansexuals !
to the queer POC !
to the trans WOC !
to the trans men of color !
to people that are still in the closet <3
to queer women!
to trans people in general!
to gay men that struggle with AIDS!
to non-cis people that use neo pronouns !
to people for whom it is their first pride !
to people that are still figuring themselves out !!

in fact happy pride month to every person that is part of the community!!
just know that you are loved, even if you don't think so. you're an amazing human being and i love you !


and thanks to every allies that will come to pride (or just support us on social medias and stuff!) with us <3


remember : the first pride was held by a black prostitute trans woman ! so let's not exclude them during this pride shall we :)

much love; sum soup

ik that some (a lot of yall of yall don't really have access to the "official psychology test that approves that you are in fact neurodivergent" BUT for those who did researches or are "officially approved" (u get a little card that says "congrats ur neurodivergent, u will now be seen like shit to the eyes of society")
how are yall ?
and what is your "specificity" ?

btw neurodivergence applies to
autism, dyslexia, dyscalculia, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD), and obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) and BPD (borderline personality disorder)


idk what to say, yall wanna chat about our new hyperfixation or we good ? (talking mostly for my autistic and adhd folks because i don't know much about OCD dyslexia, and even autism in general bcs it has so many shades lmao)

no i really wanted to check on yall and how are yall handling the facts of being alone at home, or online school etc... ?

every genre is welcomed as long as it's not smut*
my current hyperfixation is coloring manga panels so i need more ideas and panels to train
(i can put some of the stuff that i did these past few days if you guys want ^^ i also take requests since these are like,,, very fun to make !!)


*light nsfw is allowed, but like very light