I'm so tired of yaoi mangakas trying to convince me that fucked up dynamics can magically turn into a healthy one. From the beginning the tone was completely inconsistent. It would trivialize rape to a ridiculous extent then turn around and show the cruelty behind the seme's actions in a more serious light. It felt like whiplash.
I like non-con but I'm tired of it being treated like some little squabble and not a traumatic thing. The psychological tag was so misleading, I thought maybe I'd be getting some Harada shit but this is more like a badly written Color Recipe. Stop tagging stuff as psychological when it doesn't even try to explore the psychological aspect of the dynamic