hey im just gonna vent it all on here its almost 1 am rn its 12:54 and i think i have a fever and i feel like im dying rn in my bed and im not gonna tell my parents but i literally wrote about the people and who im thankful for all in my notes im currently crying so much right i feel like i died without doing everything i wanted to fall from a plane that was gonna be my death but i guess not im just sorry for not being the best and iust so scared to sleep right now cause i feel like i wont wake up again im just sorry for being a sucky daughter and friend i feel like i didnt open up to people and im just so sorry
Hey I get it u are in pain but just wait a little longer it will get better that’s something I learnt when I was very young I was so suicidal I attempted twice I failed but 2 years later things go better. I have heard a lot of stories ppl who can’t sleep and I had those days to.the feeling of worry is hard but i know u an I think u would be asleep by now cuz it’s already been 6 hours… just to let u know don’t comment non related stuff to manga cuz u can get banned ;) I hope u have a good day today
You should get up and take a warm shower. Stay away from really cold or really hot things (aka a lot of blankets or fans). Take some medication if you had any, Remember to stay hydrated. If you feel any worse or are still scared, wake up your parents. You’ll be okay, love. If you don’t like how you lived or acted then there’s no point in regretting because it won’t change anything. Instead, use that as a motivator to be better, do better. You’re still young, you’ve got so much left to learn, to do, to experience. It’s completely normal to feel this way (I’m not trying to undermine what you’re feeling, I just want you to know that you’re not alone.) If you ever need someone to vent to, my DMs are always open~
they make me feel so single