so i read a bl manhwa and forgot about it and its about a ceo who has a toxic relationship with his secretary basically the secretary is in love with him but he isnt up for a romantic relationship so they sleep together. So if anyone knows the title please tell me btw the art style is beautiful ╥﹏╥
2024-08-11 21:56 marked
Does the story I'm looking for really exist? Why do I feel like I'm slowly developing schizophrenia? I was 100% sure that it existed, I just forgot the title.I know I read it like 3 months ago? and remember the other scene but when I ask here right in the comment, a few times at that, no one knows about it like it never existed. Bruh I'm scared.

So for the nth time. It's about a pretty blonde top, super rich, desired by many. And a poor tanned bottom who's a guitarist and at the same time vocalists of the band he's in. He also works as a bartender in a club. He has a deep blue eyes that captivates the pretty top. I also remember the b*tch in the band, the reason why bottom wasn't singing that often when his voice is better than that b*tch. As for the top, his life is kinda f*ck up. He has his cousin and uncle whipped for him, as far as I remember? Was it his cousin? Yeah I think so. I feel like he's the worst.
2024-07-12 05:09 marked

Aniwave, used to be 9anime but they changed the name They have everything there

2024-06-22 18:24 marked
Ugh pushover bitch.. I dislike MC who can't stand up for themselves when they're being tested worse than shit. The second couple was better
2024-06-08 05:56 marked

(KAMASUTRA) Hardcore porn BL

Many people asked me to make this album public ...so here it goes !!
But please carry some tissues !

if someone buys this doujinshi then plz send me the link
https://bloodingheart.gumroad.com/l/fsjYO?layout=profile
2023-07-24 19:07 marked

Yeah my hidden photo album is a great example of what the 2nd circle of hell looks like

2023-07-22 11:39 marked

Art Within the Art of Fate Makes No Mistakes

Analyzing the Art: What is Fate and what is Coincidence?
2023-07-22 06:00 marked
they’re minors… this is so wrong
2021-06-21 03:09 marked
It will never ever make sense to me ppl's fixation of painting Joowon as "the bad guy" in Joohae's relationship, when its not what LOH depicts AT ALL. "In hindsight, everyone is a perpetrator and victim” —Joowon, Chapter 2 // This quote right here has to be the most DEFINING quote for these two, and I wanted to write an essay about it (yes it's a literal ESSAY IM SORRY).

When the story starts, we see Haesoo feeling hurt, claiming Joowon doesnt care about them and projecting him in a bad light + we see JW's attitude & his *possessiveness*... But we quickly learn that Joowon acts that way because Haesoo manipulates his emotions. Haesoo says its the "relationship I manipulated because I craved an obsessive love”, and he "builds walls, so Joowon can tear them down”. Meanwhile Joowon is also in the wrong as he's immature, impulsive & acts on ALL of Haesoo’s provocations. They inflict these actions on each other because they're BOTH insecure about their r/s. Because defining a relationship usually gives parties a sense of security... so what happens in an UNDEFINED dynamic where they can’t officially be "lovers", and can’t voice their true feelings either?? Well: there's no security in the relationship. That’s why Joowon and Haesoo keep up this push/pull tactic. It's the only way they can affirm they're “each other’s”. The fact that Joowon only acts within the confines of their jealousy games/Haesoo's manipulation, is proven further when they break up: HS narrates, "the game is over", and we see Joowon actually give Haesoo SPACE cause he knows his boundaries and where the lines are drawn. He still clearly loves Haesoo though, so he tries to protect him in the background (eg: when leo told him shady stuff abt taku, the bullying scandal, etc.)

Now that leads to the question: why did Joohae stay in this sort of hurtful open relationship for so long, if they love each other?? Well in short: its cause of their PARENTS.
Haesoo’s reason for not wanting to define the relationship: he fears that he’ll lose his mom if he makes things serious with Joowon. His mom spent ages guilt tripping him for her divorce + tells him she can’t love him if he loves Joowon. The guilt Haesoo feels isn't JUST towards his mom though. It's towards Joowon too. Haesoo constantly projects Joowon's life as "perfect" and feels so inferior at the success of JW's career. So he thinks he's the "only one suffering" (hence painting JW as the asshole who doesnt care). He also seems to see himself as a hindrance to Joowon & thinks JW will be much happier with a marriage, kids, etc. And Haesoo's thoughts AREN'T really Joowon's fault. Joowon never said he wanted a "normal" life, or tried to make HS feel like a burden. He always called Haesoo, told him he missed him, tried to spend all his free time w him despite his busy work. So I think most of HS's insecurities stem from his mom acting like he doesnt deserve her love, and his mom making him think he's a burden ("Am I that much of a hindrance to you?"). It clearly left Haesoo emotionally broken.

Now... Joowon's reason for not wanting to define the relationship: It started, after Joohae were caught as teens and JW was hit with a harsh reality. He got slapped by HS's mom and Haesoo even said: "I’m scared of my feelings for you”. It made Joowon think Haesoo can’t handle their relationship getting serious. JW felt driven into a corner, so he said, “Don’t fall for me and I won’t fall for you”. This is Joowon's foolish attempt to PROTECT them from being separated. He wanted to frame their r/s as “nothing serious, we’re just fooling around” to make things less complicated. He was also trying to protect Haesoo, knowing he can’t make Haesoo lose his mom. Joowon's dad deeply affects his actions too. After the highschool fight issue, he tells Joowon that Haesoo is gonna abandon him, and he shouldn’t start things he'll fail. Joowon takes this to heart after the divorce, where the mom makes Haesoo leave without even telling Joowon. Ofc he now thinks he’s been “abandoned” cause things got too serious for Haesoo, and that everything his father said was TRUE. His father gaslights him for years that Haesoo will abandon him. So Joowon literally thinks the ONLY WAY Haesoo will be with him, is through this ambiguous relationship.

Now. Consider both perspectives: Joowon never insisted that he wanted an official r/s because he thinks Haesoo will drop him otherwise. And Haesoo never insisted on what he truly wanted either (an official r/s! the same thing! WOW~ lmao) because the guilt he felt towards his mother overtook all of that. They willingly chose this, and the ambiguity of their relationship hurts BOTH of them, but they endure it cause they love each other and they wanted to stay together no matter what. Haesoo confirms it when he says "It’s painful because we know we can’t have it, that’s why we kept it ambiguous for 10 years”. Haesoo kept going back to Joowon for years. That’s what made Joowon arrogant and had him thinking, “Haesoo is fine with this. Haesoo can’t live without me. I knew he'd never leave me if we keep our relationship ambiguous”, and Haesoo never communicated otherwise. The remarriage suddenly made all of HS's fears abt losing his mom too real: hence why he walks out first, leaving Joowon to rethink EVERYTHING about what Haesoo truly wanted.

So in the end: who's the victim, and who's the perpetrator? You could say both... or NEITHER. At the end of the day, Haesoo and Joowon were just 2 people who loved each other since they were teenagers, but could never communicate it for their own reasons. They BOTH willingly got into these roles of an ambiguous relationship and kept up unhealthy cycles of jealousy. And they did it to be with e/o without having to be honest about their feelings, or face the consequences of their relationship. Through distance and time spent apart: they realized they feared never telling eo their true feelings FAR MORE, than whatever they could lose as a result of their love. That’s why in the end Haesoo asks Joowon if he regrets their relationship due to Joowon’s career and dad and everything... Haesoo was always worried about that: that if they chose each other, they'd come to resent each other for their losses (he says it in their breakup). But Joowon being the ride or die man he is, says he regrets nothing & he doesnt care about that as long as he’s with Haesoo. These two possibly have the most conflicting relationship I’ve read in a while— but they way they make realizations, develop, and change their mindset all so realistically to reach the conclusion they do is quite beautiful to me <33
2021-06-19 16:28 marked

i dreamed about a anime character named Kaoru Sakurayashiki also known as Cherry Blossom. He's from Sk8 Infinity. I saw a fanart of Joe and Cherry showing his thighs.. THOSE DAMN PALE, SMOOTH THIGHS! I dreamed about him laying in a bed on a dark room wearing a yukata(?) while showing his thighs then I pull him by his ankles, caress and grope his th......

2021-06-10 08:12 marked
Since there have been so many comics with... Quite unrealistic depictions of BDSM, I thought I could start an AMA here in case people have some questions. Have something you always wanted to know about BDSM/kinky relationships but never had the courage to ask? Saw something in a yaoi and wondered whether it's realistic or happens in real life? Go ahead and ask here!

For reference, I'm a bisexual Dom with around 10 years experience in BDSM and kinky sex and I'm very passionate about safe, sane and consensual BDSM :) I'm pretty confident I've seen it all, or at least most of it haha

Feel free to ask ^^
2021-06-03 11:16 marked

i mean this pic is spitting facts-

2021-05-03 09:50 marked

RUDE people, like people who behave really awful... like calling people mental ill or psychopaths, saying if someone’s like this or that, there are something wrong with them etc. once there was literally someone who told a person to go kill themself. I get if you have different opinion or what someone defend or like is wrong or not to your likin......

2021-04-23 03:40 marked

Fun fact: I realized I was bi some months ago while on pinterest looking for a reference photo for a drawing BTW this was the photo:

2021-04-11 12:23 marked

because I've definitely got my priorities straight

2021-04-04 23:41 marked

Anyways does anyone know where hes from

2021-04-04 06:53 marked

YESSSSSSSSSSSS, THIS DUDE! THIS DUDE RIGHT HERE, IS MY FAV HUBBY EVER. this comedic duo will always be in my heart,,

2021-03-18 04:53 marked

Realistic angel check :))

2021-03-12 10:17 marked

what exactly does this mean

2021-03-12 10:17 marked

i always thought that dads never got old and got passed down from generation so i thought i had to fuck my dad once my mom died 0_0

2021-03-10 06:55 marked

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